<+_::The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return::

Saturday, September 25, 2004

haha. lala. tomorrow sunday sian. lolz. gonna update october calender on bloggie le. gonna be a LONG one. haiz. lolz.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DERRICK!! zu ni exams yi lu shun fong. like ALWAYS. hmphh. a1 kid. lolz.

went to church today coz no band. whheee =D kept jumping up and down during worship =D ha ha~ yupz. felt the presence of God. lolz. hmm. the sermon was realli funnie. about Anacondas. [howeva u spell it] . lolz. and bout Trusting God. lolz.
went to eat w my church groupies. yar. the best chicken rice in orchard road. lolz. then pei wenyan go orchard road. and for those who dunno. i HATE orchard road coz of the stuffiness and -too many ppl-. yar. i hate crowded places. so was like. the moment i hit the roads den got a terrible dizzy headache. couldnt think couldnt breathe. thank goodness wenyan pulled me into aircon shopping centres faster than i could say "someone save mi" . then wen to HMV,centrepoint n heeren. [all for the first time in ma life. tts how much i hate orchard.] then hehe. i wan to buy North de cd. >.<> wenyan came to my house after tt. =) my mum made her eat da fried rice. lolz. and mum showed me de M1 student plan thingy. yarr. haha. gonna change phone and number le. excited =D lolz!~

then went yew tee mrt. wanted to buy mian baoo. haha. and pei wenyan go mrt station meet our classmates. ya. then in the end ended up joining the grp. [me,arev,pris,wenyan,shavin] . lolz. then walked all da way to yew tee park. then a lot of kids playing with candles and stuff. looked so fun. haha. yar. we tried to pangseh wenyan and shavin to be alone together mah. lolz. haha. after dunno how many times. finally succeed le =D lolz =X hmm. then sat at a table mahz. got ppl vandalise write here and there de. then pris n arev wrote too. lolz =X then. like. both of them started tokin bout ex-steads and stuff. yar. then they were like advicing mi this and that. lolz. learned a lot. and they were like " this is a life experience.. which we r telling u coz u'r still a young kid . " lolz =X weii. i same age hor. lolz.
then realised arev is a gentlemen. lolz. or rather gentle-boi. realli. he told mi and pris like a lot of guy stuff lor. hmm. lolz. learned a lot. yar. and he makes sure that every single gal whether he is good frenz with her or not gets home safely. lolz. how? by telling them to sms him when they reach home. serious. haha.

wenyan taught mi a lot of things today. kinda. haha. like. perseverance. guy stuff. and darn. a LOT of things. mann. i have lotsa teachers. =D haha.

// hmm. i realli dont know mahz >.< =X

// i'm confused tooooo.

// voice of hope.

i learned today. that i must not give up hope. easily. on ppl.

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11:27:00 PM

Friday, September 24, 2004

ahh. T.G.IF. lolz. yay. berenice told mi she nv heard mi speak chinese b4. like. LOLZ.

mr seow told me to 'get out of the class' during eng for the 2nd time this year. lolz. coz jasmine told mi something and i SHOUTED out LOUD .. " HUH?? " .. coz cannot hear mahh. yarr. =X haha. then mr seow was like "if u dare wander around the school again i'll put u on de progress chart." . diaoo. haha. bleh. then i walk up and down the corridor. haha. then mr seow ask mi go in again. =X lolz~
hmm. ppl r getting tortured by mi. coz i kip asking them to go Opus. haha. =X i rawkk. lolz. weii. anyone wanna go Opus mahh?? =D
kaiyun got de form to go beijing with de school fer dunno wat trip . she ask mi go too. hmm. shall ask my dad later.
had home econz test. the test qn answers were leaked out TO ME. haha. thx to jasmine. haha. and to think i still forgot some of de qn answers. -.- short term memory loss.

poor shavin got sick n vomitted during recess. yar. then his darling wenyan was like SOOO WORRIED. then she dun wan eat. haiz. then coz she's oso sick w cough flu n wateva mahz. then mi and nuanqin v v scared that she get too worried then her sickness get worse.. haiz. both of u must take care worx!! =)

had Caregroup at limbang macd. de stupid ez-link card short of money so i couldnt like pay fer my meal. then so desperate dunno wat to do. haha. then wenyan came to my rescue by lending me 4 bucks. =D lolz =X xie xie hor =D haha i shall bring more cash out next time. lolz. then cindy and grace and jency came. lamed around. haha. * ANG ! ANG! ANG! *
then guess who i saw. blehh. HIS little brother. de p6 one in de la salle. i was like. WTF. dunno where to hide my face man. then was like. shit shit shit. haha. but he didnt spot mi. haha. BUT. on the way out . he spotted mi and STARED at mi. and when i mean STARE, i mean STARE. haiz. he's gonna tell his brother someee stories today tts for sure. sheez.
then we all went limbang park fer care group meet'. yar. got some kids like staring at us wondering wat we were doing. praying in the middle of de park. lolz. o well. haha. actually wanted to pei wenyan go find her dar dar see whether he okie anot. haiz. then she felt too tired le. lolz. aniwae she sick must rest haha. yepz. went home. tired. lolz. yay. going w my CG to service tomorrow. YAY =D

watched Ripley's Believe It Or Not. got this piano prodigy boi. 4 years old can perform with orch le. pro sia. haha. he cant read scores so its like wateva ppl plays he juz listens and he know how to play it straight away. coolll. btw. anyone wants a little sister? i can give u mine. argh.

// ANG! ANG! ANG!

// take care horz. both of u. lolz.

// hmm. i juz had to mah.

my schedule is stressful in oct. haha. but. like. YAY. can sleep till late late tml morning. haha.

lost in [[fairytale]]-land
8:32:00 PM

soooo tired.

juz finished de e-thinking project mi and janice rushed through. sooo tired. haha. and eating dinner at the same time. and to think its almost 12. lolz.
came back from de Jazz Delights concert w some other band members at SCH dere. haha. v nice. de SAF band performed till soooo nice. and though it was oni a 20-strength jazz part of the band. the music was still loud and wateva. seeee. its not the strength. its the QUALITY. haha. and somemore got rap in de middle of de concert. how COOL IS THAT? =D haha =X

today sectionals. was like . ya teaching teaching. then. me and siying went out to place de candles on de 'muffin'. yar. then brought it in. yuting off de lights. then we sang happy birthday song for hajar and fatin. then they so surprised lor. haha. =X yehh. we rawk. lolz.

// so tireddd.

sianz. tomolo home econz test. and i havent studied. and i wont. lolz.

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1:27:00 AM

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

hmm. so tired. lolz.

i spent 10 minutes looking for SCHOOL SOCKS. and was almost late for school lor. haha.
chinese test sucked. lolz. de zhao ju was IMPOSSIBLE. argh.
lit test. i scored like a2 for test 1 and like a F9 for 2nd test. and teacher wants to choose one of the test marks to add to de SA2. hope she takes the first one. haha.
aiyoh. tomolo got eng test. fri got home econz test. monday got bio test. then tues got physics. haiz. when will this end.
haha. today jasmine nuanqin and i crap a lot of stupid lame jokes in class. lolz. so lame dat u wont believe wat the hell we were toking bout. durian stuffed up his ass. mua chee and STONE. haha! =X
maths today was total crap. ms chin was like. DO IT IN ANY LENGTH U WAN. wth. sick man her.
PE played handball. wah lao. the other team got the SAME GOALKEEPER . u all know who rite. lolz. its like. i threw the ball towards the goal and all she to has do is lean a bit to the right and the ball bounced off her. wahh laoo. how to score. lolz.

went to lot 1 after school. to eat CURRYPUFF!! =D haha. and take neoprint. very nice =D next time post. lolz.
then couldnt find cindy >.<>
ok my fren -AJ-*protected name* wants me to sprend this TRUE story bout him and his ex to everyone around . haha. ok here goes.
AJ and Rose were very close frenz. they played together and had fun in school. AJ was in sec2. Rose was in sec 1. both in regent sec. one day. AJ decided to ask Rose to be her stead. then he went down to her block and called her down. then. he knelt down *really* and 'proposed' to her. blah blah. with a red rose. and Rose agreed. so they went out blah blah blah. they had lots of fun in de arcade and at de movies. and blah blah. they were like a perfect couple. =D . one day. actually today la. erm. Rose told AJ that another guy whom she had liked fer a longgg time last time asked HER to be stead. of coz by rightz Rose shud have stayed on wif AJ. but instead she chose to stay by wif the other guy. and AJ was heartbroken. and he was v v v v v v v v v v v v upsetttt...............................

ok i did it =D i tried to tell de story. lolz. ok. anyway. this is wat he told us today. [me and wenyan] and we both were like. awww. so sweet. at every single detail. haiz. such a sad ending. AJ told both of us a lot of other stuff. and yeh. learned a lot. lolz. =D hmm. then went home lor. all same bus mah. then AJ 'song' mi home to my blk de downstairs coz almost same way. haha so nice. ^-^ thx thx

lalala. WENYAN AND SHAVIN. *wedding bells* haha =X today shavin called wenyan on de phone and was like. " I LOVE U " . omg. =X when i heard her tell mi that i was like. SO SWEETTT. haha =X JIA YOU. lolz. both of u 3rd day stead le. >> 20.09.04 <<>
// weEeEeE =D WEDDING BELLS!!

// ok try not to think toooo much.

// get well soon from yr fever. ^-^ lolz

// why. why. why?

i'm gonna die. lolz.

lost in [[fairytale]]-land
9:46:00 PM

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

ahhaaa. 2 tests today. so sianz. lolz. didnt feel like myself today. coz not bringing clarinet to school mah. [no band till after exams]

wahah. i have decided. at the end of this month. i'll change my blog. the name the layout the WATEVA. haha. =D

haha. today on the way to school. so qiao met `von, phylis and yokelian. haha. then walk walk walk met jocelyn. ppl thot sec 2 band members gathering. lolz.

had science chemistry test. eek. screwed it up. lolz. forget this and that. >.<>
sms, sms and sms. i'm in lurveeee with smsing. wif so many ppl in class. haha.
IT enrichment class. haha. logged onto msn. then me and evelyn crapping about. wootx. someone likessss evelyn. haha =X shhhh.
in history. was writing so fast and quickly then all of a sudden siying smsed me. its like write write write write write -vibration- AHHH!! ya. my heart was like racing . a really big shock. haha. and i cudden relax. till nuan qin they all were like. BREATHE IN. BREATHE OUTTT. lolz. i'm not pregnant la. lolz. and i got 14/15 fer history test . haha. tyco.

missing band sooooo much. sobz.

at home. watched Ping Qiong Gui Gong Zi. though i had chinese test tomorrow. haha. >.< guy ="X"> communications man. perfect guy for any gal. lolz. hmm. and he looks like someone too. looks a bit like hansel. lolz =x shhh.

watched de 7pm chinese show. haha. that 'An An' guy. looks like Dominic. haha. or Bernard from my band. lolz. 3 of them look like 3 peas in a pod. well. ALMOST.

// ok i wont tell her i promise ^-^

// jia you tomorrow fer all those taking prelims. esp those taking A maths. haha.

omg. first FYE [final year exams] paper. CHINESE. is on CHILDREN'S DAY. yar. UNFAIR. =(

lost in [[fairytale]]-land
8:31:00 PM

Monday, September 20, 2004

ahh. first day of de week. haha.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY WEEMIN!! *coughs* dont so 'zhang bu da' le lahh *coughs* lolz =X

had science bio test today. >.< teacher ACCIDENTLY leaked out one of the open ended qnz de answers. LOLZ. =X
got back maths test paper. TIAN ARH. *faints* I PASSED !!! =X lolz everyone was surprised. haha. but i got a 63 -B4- *shrugs shoulder*. i nv wrote de statement mahz. then kana cut off one mark per qns. wasted hor. haha. PRISCILLA GOT FULL MARKS!! =D wahhh. PRO!! =D
i was daydreaming ALOT today. juz stared at the wall. dunno why. then de teachers one by one ask mi answer this and that qn. >.< they know i daydreaming. lolz. then jasmine kept asking and teasing mi abt *that* lor. ya. pretti farnie thing mah. then nuanqin oso join in sia. lolz. omg >.< hehe ="X">english & chemistry test tomorrow. chinese test on wed. home econz test on fri. >.< aiyerr.

cant believe my mum told mi this.
" Studies first. Music & Band second. Family third . "seriously. i would have expected de 'studies first'. but . MUSIC & BAND SECOND?? [and family THIRD??] ok. this truely shows how supportive my parents r bout me n music ^-^ aww. i lurfff my parents. haha. yeh. so cannot let them down =D haha. yar lor. last year its like if i dont feel like going for band or got stomachache. they will say like "so what? u still can walk rite?" haha. now its like i auto die die oso will go band de ^-^ haha. sooo. now all my music exams and o level music course next year.. MUST JIA YOU!! cannot let them down.. haha =D and of coz. God is placed highest of all. duhh. haha.

nuanqin wenyan mich evelyn n janice came to my house after school do a bit e-thinking project. haha. then. we had this like biggg discussion abt whether wenyan shud reject THIS GUY mahz. then wenyan was like. she REALLY rejected him coz she liked *AHEM* so MUCH!! and. 2 minutes after the "rejection". *AHEM* called and ASK HER TO BE STEAD =X omg!! GONG XI NI =X haha~ mi siaoz~ TOO HAPPI LE *cries* lolz =X
To *AHEM*:: EXCELLENT!! =D u finally dared to ask le!!
Conclusion: Stick to the one u realli like. even if someone else ask u to be stead or wateva. and your dreams will come true. =D [stupid conclusion. but . HEY. lolz]

taught nuanqin a bit piano. lolz. she learn SOOO fast =D haha =X we both chat mahz and another conclusion:: the most impt thing in a relationship. is communication. coz we looked at some of the *past couples* in our school. mostly lack de. and now. poor -nainaip- and -nainaim- lacking like SIAO. when i mean SIAO i mean SIAO. like. -ah?- shit. >.< zhen me ban. haiz. now they dont dare tok on phone, dont dare meet each other like usual and almost dont dare talk le!! haiz. my two dearest -nainaip- and -nainaim- ahhh.

// weEeEeE =D got improvement! haha

// yepz. cannot let them downn. haha.

// First Love. so niceeee. ^-^

// dont give up on her .. give her more time. -> COMMUNICATIONS.blehh. feel so bouncy. haha. too cheerful le =D and happi~

lost in [[fairytale]]-land
10:22:00 PM

At The Beginning::

We were strangers starting out on our journey
Never dreaming what we'd have to go through
Now here we are and I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected what you did to my heart
When I lost hope you were there to remind me
This is the start

(chorus)
And Life is a road and I want to keep going
Love is a river I want to keep flowingLife is a road now and forever
A Wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

(chorus)

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
I know that my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

(chorus)

In the end I wanna be standing at the beginning with you

lost in [[fairytale]]-land
1:43:00 AM

Sunday, September 19, 2004

i m nuts. haha. spent the morning singing Westlife songs.

yes i'm nuts. i posted de 'Regent Wind Symphony OPUS Concert 2004' THREE TIMES on de friendster bullentin board. sorri for those who thinks i'm flooding de bullentin board. haha. sorriiii. =X eek. ytd was our last band prac. haiz. missing band. lolz.

juz remembered. gonna have another etude duel. aiyaiyai. >.< we vs bn again. lolz. their sec 1s vs our sec 1s. their sec 2s vs our sec 2s. and blah blah. juz realised they have A LOT of sec 3s. and our band's sec 3s. are well. the least. haha. interesting.

wootx. argh. haha. chinese paper in 11 days. kill mi. lolz. and. o man. science test. chemistry tomolo lor. and i havent studied. and i dont plan to. -ahhh-.

back from music lessons. lala. on the way back. stopped by Kiddy Palace. and bought some presents. haha. wahh. i'm darn broke now >.< lolz =X gonna celebrate fatin and hajar's birthday together =D haha. strengthen our clarinet section together =)

// If someone hurts or betrays you, forgive them for they have let you learn how to be cautious in whom you put your trust in.
And if someone loves and respects you, love and respect them back in return unconditionally because they have taught you how to love and to open your heart.

// xg. haiz. sobz.

hey. whoeva have that 'At The Beginning' de song. plz send to mi can?

lost in [[fairytale]]-land
10:18:00 PM