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Where Were You Lord?

One night a man had a dream.
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"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life,there is only one set of footprints. i don't understand why when i needed you most you would leave me."

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"My son, my precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."

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Saturday, September 04, 2004

band. tiringg. lolz.

yepz. band drills was like. SUPER tiring today. kept marching and marching. EXHAUSTING man. but still fun =) hehe =X andd. yepz. the NCC boyz marched past us too. OMG. the way they like. command. and wateva. timing. blah blah. ALL. was so DARN farnie. yepz. we usually say " left.. left.. left, right. " strong way ritee. omg. NCC boyz. they are like. erm " urp[this is normal].. urp.. urp.. RIDDDDEEEEE.[in a singsong gliding manner] <--this is THE FARNIEST part. omg. i was like. laughing and laughing during break . lolz =X one more time. RIDDDDDEEEEEE. omg. i'm so mean. fine. i shall shuddup. =X lolz

hmm. today no combine. sad =( lolz. yepz. andd. mr lim said that minus-ing away all our exam periods and wateva we'r only left with VERY little time to Opus. arhh. =X must buck up =D yehh. opus may be in december. but still. we have kinda a short period of time to practice. yepz. =)
ahh. Bedok north vs Regent. ahh. mr lim made this "ETUDES DUEL" thingy. yarr. A LOT of other rules. lolz. like. wahh. this thing might stir up conflict between us two bands worx. yehh. we'r on good terms de =D lolz. hope this competition wont affect it bahz. lolz.
gonna have a realli short band camp.. friday and sat. >.< lolz ="X" nite ="D" lolz ="X"> sobz. michelle transferred to SAXOPHONE section!! ahh. that means now horns only got FOUR. yes. main band now. yar. >.<>o . WONDERFUL. band test. this friday. i am SO. going to die. esp since. i suckkk in scales. o mannn. =X
played Captain's ball fer band games. lolz. my group won =D YAY. lolz. thanks to de fatin and helmi. fatin ran so fast worx. helmi was like. wahh. jumping around whacking the ball away b4 it reached the player. lolz. COOL. =D both sec 1s so COOL rite? haha.
yepz. de Oboe tutor. so nice guy. haha =X yepz. last tuesday. got confused at my own score. then he sitting beside zeting. then he at the same time help me oso. haha. so nice de tutor. lolz. u rawkk.
after band. siaoz de. kept laughing and laughing while chatting haha. yepz. then . like. hajar and hayati so nice to me sia. hajar treated me to e Soursop drink. and i got a free chocolate Snickers bar from hayati. aww. u all know wat i like =) CHOCOLATE!! [yes. i went nuts. lolz]

wahah. so happi. today learned how to fold hearts using straws. learn from sec 2 ke xin. lolz. she teach me till she siaoz . lolz. =D yay i know how to make le =D *happy*
now a new rule in band. if we dont turn up for band. we must produce a letter from parents.. or MC. wow. finally we'r getting somewhere.

o sheez. i'm missing De La Salle School worx. haiz. everytime will remember de masses de songs =D esp. Showers Of -something- yehh. then must go out take holy communion. [ahh. i dont know how to spell] lolz. showers of light.. from a burning candle.. showers of light .. fer u and fer me .. lalalala~

hmm. yes. my grace mummy. so bad. and daddy oso. keep suaning me. last nite. so baddd rite. lolz =X kidding lar. actually lurvveee them to bits. lolz. and. wanna xie xie dom. for sending mi She Will Be Loved and This Love. haha.

yes. i love strudels all of a sudden. but oni apple, mango and durian de. yeh. mom has been buying them home so often. lolz. i LOVEEEE apple strudels =D

// haha. xiexie edmund kor. for dat. 50 cents which i needed urgentlyyy. lolz. =X

// yepz. ya lor. but we cant do anything bout it.. so might as well look on the bright side bahz =)

// i LOVEEEE apple . mango . STRUDELS. yummx.

// i shall call him Squishy, and he shall be mine. And he shall be my Squishy. come hereeeee squishy =D [finding nemo]

o mann. i'm gonna have to sleep b4 12am. for a WHOLE WEEK. yes. everyone. I'M NOT REBECCA le. lolz. wat to do -.- its a fair trade. blehh. lolz




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11:52:00 PM


Friday, September 03, 2004

annd. ITS ANOTHER HAPPI DAY FER ME~~~ yay =D =D

okkk. lucky lucky day worx. erm. i didnt bring my apron and wateva stuff mahz. coz lend to jiahui. then i was like. DIE. MRS NG GONNA KILL ME. then actually i smsed lewis and hayati ask them if they have bring over to my class first lorr. haiz . then. reached school.. thot that they wont pass it to me mahz. blehh. came. and afiqah passed a bag. WAHH. HAYATI DE APRON!! woo~~ I'M SAVED =D aww. hayati i lurvveee u to bitsss. lolz =X but the hat like boy one i think. then i nv wear mahz. thot teacher will scold. then teacher nv sia. lolz =X then made sardine rolls today. OMGG. think ours is the best =D nicholas tried to make me give him one. blehh. dont wan lehh. >.< then kana hoot into the stomach by him. *OUCH* nvm. i got hoot him back mahz =D lolz =X childish boi~ lolz =X then. got back home econz test paper. ya de one i was SURE i would fail with all the stupid answers i gave. OMGG. CHAO JI TYCO SIA. 11/20 . *faints* [with all the REALLY, CRAPPY STUFF I WROTE =X] evelyn behind me lorr during home econz. yeh. she said the same thing. " WAH LAO. NI TYCO AGAIN! " =D i loveeee myself. haha. hmm. afiqah going on trip to malacca with NPCC tomolo. and she says she's getting me a present. and i didnt even askk. =D aww. LOVE U AFIQAH =D take care worx on the trip!! =D
then during chinese. good mood mahz. then did my work so promptly in class. teacher so pleased with me =D lolz. =D
recess. blehh. got "forced" to eat curry chicken noodles thingy with nuan qin and wenyan. [not la. not realli force haha] . blehh. i hate it when the gravy spills on my blouse. like ALWAYS. buttt. today never sia~ =D . lolz =X i siaoz de. this kind of thing oso happy. DUH. MUM WONT SCOLD WAT =X lolz.
lit Walkabout paper. =X got quite high. yess. TYCO. haha.
maths. okkk. sorri farhan =X lolz. i so bad. he blocking my view by standing in front of whiteboard. then i a bit pissed off. tell him to " GO AWAY. " haiz. =X sorriiii. sorrii. dont nid gimme that surprised look. sobz. i know. my first time getting pissed off at u ritee. sorriii =X
anndd. GOT BACK MY REPORT BOOK during contact time =D and . i'm so PLEASED. i improved my overall by another 94.5 marks. OMG =X lolz =X hmm. ok. erm.

i haveee. 3 As. 2 Bs. 2 Cs. 1 D.

blehh. history. A1 worx. english . missed by one mark to A1 sia =X . blehh. passed all subjects EXCEPT science . yehh. science is that "D" . and i failed by TWO marks. becoz never take class test. >.< unfairrrr. sobz. =X nv mind. and maths. improvedddd like siao. from 19/100 to 50/100. lolz =X weii. got improve hor. though its a C. haha. and the other C? yehh. its chinese . eeek. lolz. but i PASSED CHINESE. =D hmm. but hor. -.- all the average scores for the whole level. ALL B. wah lao. -.- . lolz =X

blehh. Ben talked to me about wat class i wanna take next year. i say i dont wan A Maths or any pure sciences. ben says. MUST TAKE. coz if not will struggle in poly or JC. -.- haizz. blehh. but i bad in maths and science leh. =X lolz.

hmm. today band. played ABBA GOLD =D SO HAPPY~ lolz =X hmm. yehh. went through the two songs. lolz. so happi to see jennifer and xin ying in band again =D then. mr lim said. gonna have exchange with bedok north!! at first so happi =D thenn. mr lim says. we have to COMPETE with each other . in terms of ETUDES. haiz. i was like. haiz. =( i dont wan to compete with bedok north. its like. mr lim trying to invite conflict between both of us "buddy-bands" . yehh. we on such good terms one. now need to compete =( dun wannn. =( sobz. BUT. at least can see.. JIE =D SARAH!! =D lolz. then we were all given KIT KAT chocolates. omg. i was like. SO HAPPI. started eating e kit kat at once. wat to do. i m a chocolate freak rite. lolz. mr zahed give us de. for being so enthu during national day. lolz =X

// yepz. you too korkor =D

// haha. must take care ahhz. then come back from malacca. GIMME SOUVENIR.

// no larrrr. omgg. noooo. =X lolz

// yepz. hope to see u both in the same class too !! =D

happyyyy. and my back is. finally starting to heal again. =D lolz =X andd. going out with sarah [another sarah.. my band de.. not bn.. lolz] and others next week!! =D YAY!!!!!



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9:02:00 PM


Thursday, September 02, 2004


THE BHB CHAN FAMILY. o yes. grace isH mummy. me 1st daugher. naomi 2nd daughter. ok. the fun part. CAN ANYONE GUESS THE DADDY?? hint = CHAN FAMILY.



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11:51:00 PM



i am SOOOO happi today~~ VERY VERY VERY VERY HAPPY!! yepz. gonna have a LONGGG post today. and also getting my report card tomorrow le. =D shall post marks tomorrow =D lolz =X

btw... JIA YOU to all taking their prelims tomorrow or soon ~ must work hard ah !!!! =D

ehh. firstly. its bout my clarinetist 'twin' sister jie from bedok north band. yepz. liddat larr. sarah likes a boi mah. but this boi calls her MEI. wahhh. sarah de heart so broken worx. then something WORSE happen. -this is THE edited part.. haha =X - BUT. a few days later. [today lar] this BOIIIII. asked her to be his STEAD. OMG OMG OMG!! its a DREAM COME TRUE!! i'm SOOOO happi for her .. VERY VERY VERY VERY HAPPY FOR JIE =D SARAH + *AHEM* = FOREVA!! =D [i dont know his character or wateva. but. WHO CARES. he has good eyesight man. lolz. =D ]

second thing is. okkk. I GOT INTO O LEVEL MUSIC COURSE !!! =D =D =D =D SO HAPPY when ms tay told me this news =D ... it was like. coz all my other frenz from other schools all got their results le except me. so. actually no results = fail. ahhh. so i so sad. but i like. haiz. this is what God wants =) so i must accept. =) ahhh. 1 WEEK LATER. [today lar.] ms tay. showed me the paper. " rebecca u got in " . OMG OMG OMG !! i thot i failed de theory paper lei!! lolz =D =D then smsed SuYin [a fren.. another band de piccoloist.] straight away tell her i passed le =D yepz. she congratulated me. lolz.. yepz. so happi. and coz elisha was behind me when i got the news. so i was like SO HAPPI till i grab her hands and started jumping up and down. then afiqah oso gimme a HUGGGG. =D then edmund kor and salina promised me CHOCOLATES !!! =D wenyan nuanqin all of them oso happi for me =D HAPPI!!! erm. but in the midst of jumping. my hurt back which i had JUST recovered from ahz. the pain totally came back again. ahh. now . its VERY PAIN. heyy. WHO CARES. I'M HAPPI =D
yepz. must choose a school le. ms tay suggested MGS, ACS [I] , dunman high and st margerets'. since dunman high is sooo far away. its off my list. yepz. shall use de other 3 in my 3 choices =D suyin's choosing MGS, Crescent Girls' and st margerets. hope we get into the same class =D

3rd thing. today. haha. english lesson. couldnt find my english textbook. then turned out elisha took it home . wrong book haha. then of coz mr seow pissed off larr. BUT. at the end of the day. thot he going to lecture me again mahz. thenn. turned out he oni wanted me to write a statement.. instead of scolding me =D OMGGG!! THIS IS SO -speechless- !!! =D HAHA =x

erm. today art worx. then. was like carving. HALFWAY. mdm fazelah started laughing and laughing. i turned. listened to THE CONVERSATION. and i couldnt take it anymore. LAUGH LIKE SIAO. lolz =X OMGG!! *HE* [must protect name] IS HER BF AH!! OMG OMG =x LOLZ !!! cannot take it liaoz =X this is TOO farnie!!! esp when the BF is one of my "relatives" *HINT HINT!*

today piano lesson. think i did quite well when we went through theory. yepz =D kept laughing over and over again =X over some VERY STUPID stuff with uncle kelvin =X lolz then was like.. i very bad lor =X act blur~~ haha =D

// REALLI REALLI xie xie edmund kor =) thx for everything u did for me today ^_^ sooo grateful =D

// sarah + *AHEM* = TOGETHER FOREVA !!

see. like i alwayz said. LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE =) and . haiz. the tv is officially NOT in my room. blehh.



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8:23:00 PM



Note. to everyone who uses blogspot.

those who cant type into the blog because of the "box" problem.. can try using this method.. coz i use this method and it worked ^_^

1) type wateva u wanna post onto a NotePad
2) Log into blogspot
3) copy all de words from de notepad
4) go into "create a post" then as quickly as possible press onctrl+v . dont use "paste" as it takes a very long time. then VERY QUICKLY [best less than 1 second. serious.] click on "publish". dont care whether the page has fully loaded or not. try ahh. k? =D



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1:12:00 PM


Wednesday, September 01, 2004

wahah. de la salle is in the news. BUT. they just HAD to put De La Salle School as " De La Salle Primary School " . blehh. since when got de "primary" one. gonna sue them. haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENCY =D !!

earlyyy in the morning *coughs* 10:12am *coughs* . nic [wenyan] smsed me. told me when i reach cck mrt sms her back. OMG. i forgot all bout the care group meeting later!! wahha. rushed like siao. lolz. then finalli reached cck mrt station. [by train]. then nic and me. took de LRT train =D wahh. so long nv take LRT le. =X lolz. both of us like kids lor. sitting at the edge there. haha. ppl watching us 0.o . lolz =X yepz. then realise that we took de wrong LRT route . -.- sheez. had to make one big round. lolz =X fianlly. reached Pending [think spelled liddat] yepz. Jency was there. along with 4 other new ppl i have met today. [jolin yingqiao gabriel [grace bro] and cindy de bro] jolin and yingqiao from cck sec de. haha. then had to climb like siaoz up this hill with LOTS of steps to reach the pavillion on top. haha. then we had to intro ourselves then play wacko lorr. lolz =X pretty fun~ haha. then hannah and another fren i made charlene came le~ charlene 's from kranji sec de. lolz. band de somemore =D haha. hmm. then we had a treasure hunt. yepz. my group [charlene me jency gabriel] vs other group [hannah nic yingqiao jolin ] . grace cindy and crystal didnt play coz they organized de mahz. [btw crystal is a new fren i made too =) ] actually our group almost won =X but we couldnt find the last item. yepz. clue was " the most yellowish rock " ahhh. all the rocks almost had the same tone of yellow colour. haha. then we lost haha =X then our forfeit. wahh. our group had to stand at the top of the hill dere. then had to sing de Banana song. -.- omgg. haha. " Peel banana.. peel, peel, banana... " plus de actions. haha =X so fun~ lolz =X . erm. then had praise and worship blah blah then go cindy hse eat~~ haha. =X watched La Bi Xiao Xing. lolz =X so farniee. lolz. yepz. then sang birthday song fer jency and eat cake. haha. =D . then had to go le lorz =( haha. but. went to BP plaza with nic charlene grace gabriel. ya . we siaoz le. went to look at a lot of things lorr. went to the bowling alley to to check out prices. then next week maybe play~ =X hehe =D yepz. went to the pet store. the rabbit and hamsters VERY CUTEEEE. one of the hamsters was like chinning itself on top of another hamster's head. sooo cuteee. lolz. then we took neoprint~ blehh. i was wearing blue. which affected the neoprint.. then was like. the neoprint come out. i was BODY-LESS. yes . it was my head floating!! chao ji scary. haha. yepz. found out charlene is from St Anthony's primary last time. wahh. another christian brother school de fren =D . haha. then she told me something bout *A SCHOOL*. yepz. another CBS school. shall not say. haha. and i was like. 0.0 OMG. CANNOT BE LARR =X de topic was . about . something featured b4 -.- so nevermind lar. but i like . sheez. a bit unbelivable. dunno whether true or not. maybe charlene's fren bluff her. lolz. hmm. on the way home. saw Namirah. mann. she looks SO MATURE. wow. lolz.

and today i made a new fren on msn. yepz. a gal named xiuwen from amb added me lolz. she so cute one. haha. *cheerios*made so many new frenz today. haha. andd. i have a new kor =D MARCUS KOR!! =D wah. another MRC PA club member. lolz. =D yay. haha

ahh. this is so unfair =( my relatives dad and sis went to the zoo today. zoooo. i wanna go to the zoo so badly =( . haiz. lolz. blehh. and now. they'r going to SICC !!! [singapore island country club] for bowling again. OMGGG. I WANT TO GO !!! haiz. but i'm too tired from all the FUN!!! yepz. care group is so fun =D haha. and violin lessonz made me realliii tired. haha. but still. AHHH. SICC =( BOWLINGGGG. =( haiz. sicc = most prestigious country club in singapore leh. de place. VERY NICE. yepz. i very wat rite. going there juz becoz it looks nice. haha. all my uncles asking me to go over now. blehh. but i cant. i'm tooooo tired. zz. lolz. gonna sleep early today >.< haha.

ahh. violin lessons today. =) teacher is happi at my scales and exam piece. yepz. i made improvement le. but my 2nd fingering position still sux. yucks. why cant i use 3rd. or better. 1st. its the easiest. lolz. hmph. haiz. must practice . lolz. haha. haha. then had de Violin quintet de individual practice lor. haha. think i did well =) lolz. hmm. saw teacher giving another different boi the same score sheet. yehh the boi after my lesson. hhmm. think he's going to join our quintet too. yepz. lolz. think he's the same age as me bahz. hmm. i heard him play scales from outside the door. wow. his violin's tone is realli good =D lolz. yepz. think he juz started grade 5 or 6 this year bahz. can hear him trying out 3rd position. god bless him. i struggled in 3rd position last time like siaoz. lolz. btw. i love violin. actually a hate it. but now i love it again . =) got motivated by the Sarah Chang violin solo thingy with an orchestra which mr lim showed us. wahah. i shall motivate myself by saying. i'm juz a good violinist who refuses to practice and tts why i cant blame anyone if my scales are not good. i have myself to blame. so . from today onwards. shall practice . =) yay. everyone is talented. all we need is a little hardwork =) *coughs* in scales *coughs*

ahh. my dad. juz entered the house. carrying a television. a big one. and he said. he's going to put it in my room. wth. I'M GETTING A TV FOR MY ROOM!! YAY!!!!!!!!! =D but. sheez. wonder how is it gonna fit in. lolz.

// blehhh. dont wannn. dont wannn. i dont wann .

// haha. yepz. =D thxx.

i cant believe i must see mr seow's face again tomorrow. blehh. sheez. cant i skip english lessons. hmph.



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9:01:00 PM


Tuesday, August 31, 2004

wahah. SEC 2 RGTBAND MEMBERS ROX !!!

wahah. today was teachers day . DE CELEBRATION. haha. yepz. came to school. and was like. sheez. didnt seem like it was any kinda teachers day celebration de DAY lorr. haha. yepz. had the same ACES day walk like every year. found out ACES stands for All Children Exercies S--something-- . pretti stupid. lolz. yepz. spent de walk chatting with evelyn. haha. sianz diao de this kind of thing. haha =X

WOOHOO! i got my marks.. and i PASSED MATHS de overall!!!! [OMG!! BLARDY TYCO LOR !!] =x hehe. evelyn was like. "scolding me" . yahh. she was like. " why u this term so tyco one . never study oso can pass. " . and i didnt say anything =X lolz. omg someone up there must love me =D aww. thankz God. yepz. ms chin said i improved a lot =D heyy. realli worx. mid year overall. 20 / 100. TOTAL CRAP. think i was like 2nd lowest fer maths in the whole express stream during that time. bad ritee. haha.
got 3rd highest for History overall =D hehe =X A1 !! YES !! top fer history was siti!! GOOD!! *claps* and 2nd was Afiqah!! GOOD!! *claps* siti beat me by 4 marks !! and afiqah beat me by 2 marks ! lolz so close !! =X i loveeee history. lolz. maybe mrs yeo is right. she can make CHAMPIONS out of us. lolz. o yes. and evelyn said . " tycooo. " . again. haha.
yepz. after getting my report card. shall post up my marks here. haha. excited. i passed all my subjects BUT SCIENCE by 2 MARKS coz i didnt do de class test de full bio thingy coz i was absenttt. =( haiz. sheez. i shall not be absent from school EVER AGAIN. wahah. let me die. lolz.

and yes ppl. today mr seow talked to me bout ytd again. he went on and on bout this and that. ok i replied with mostly " ya " and " no ". wahah. i'm polite =) . and yet he still wants to talk to me on thursday. haiz. lolz. btw. whoeva talks to mr seow can juz CRY on the spot. o yeahh. his eyes are like. so . piercing lor. kip staring at u like wat liddat. scaryyy. and his voice when he talks to u one on one. its like my pastor in church when he's saying a prayer for me that type de. can make u sobz . touched mah. lolz. but i didnt cry when mr seow talked to me. -.- DUH . cry for wat. i wont cry for mr seow. no WAY. haha =X

o yes. today's teacher's day concert. rawkked. =) VERY NICE. lolz. o yes. i was like sitting in the middle of the WHOLE hall filled with 1600 pupils. wahah. and ppl around mi were all smsing happily. duh. middle mah. so no teacher easily catch de. haha. sheez. but so stuffy lor. zeting and nuan qin sat beside me mahz. and then yokelian and yvonne sat infront of me. lolz. charles was sitting quite near us mahz. yepz. then zeting kept throwing paper balls around. lolz. then the 2-8 galz behind us. chao ji enthu !! kept screaming !! lolz =X then. the dances. yepz. de one with pearly one.. was modified i think.. yepz. but its still realli nice =D haha.. very nice worx. but i think best is the rap and R n B de. yepz. de last item . very hip hop. haha. then got one upper sec boi.. sang solo ' Jiang Nan '. wahh. a lot of courage sia. lolz. then he spike his hair and his tie wear until like very loose de. so cool lor. haha. of coz wat. Jay Chou wannabe. lolz =X very good concert !! haha =X

then went for band lor. yepz. didnt went back to De La Salle le. not enuff time. haiz. lolz =X .. erm. then was like most of us were sec 2s. yess. and the Exco were realli pleased with us. ya qing was like " SEC 2S!! WO AI SI NI MEN LE !! " haha. sec 2s totally ROCK. haha. yepz. then today listened to Samba De Loves You. WAHH. like another product juz like Gelato Con Caffe. yepz. both has percussion solos, clarinet soli, and had the same type of rhythm lor. oni that it was half the length of the full song liddat lor. yepz. cool. and mr lim wants to try it. =X ahh. a bit worried. can we make it??? lolz. and sight readed Somewhere Out There [think its called that] and Over The Rainbow. haha. tenor sax amalina de solo for the whole thing. and benjamin de baritone sax solo de whole song. haha. cool~~ . lolz. yepz. today band was like. yar.. bout. like. half the actual attendence there normal days. lolz. but we still rawked. weEeeEeEeE =D and today found out. sean gonna have to quit band. coz he has a health problem and cant play de tuba le. yepz. get well soon bahz ~

yepz. and in class. marcus and lewis seriously are siaoz. they smsed me in the middle of class about the SAME THING when they are sitting beside each other in the other class. they said. " what lesson u having now " . wahh lao. one person sent can liaoz mahz -.- lolz. but i cant do anything bout it. must reply both of them. wat to do. both my NAI MA lei. haha. hail to Granny =D *ya. guy de granny. not grandpa. haha*

// haha. thx for giving me de old diary. i write le =D

// yepz. dont think so much le. juz let him be.

// yarr. SEC 2 ROX !! [rgtband larr. lolz]

wow. someone gave mr yew flowers and a GIGANTIC CARD. haha. and mr yew stuck the flower into his back pocket. on his butt. ya. nuan qin said the flower will die soon. coz mr yew 's gonna fart. haha!!



lost in [[fairytale]]-land

9:25:00 PM


Monday, August 30, 2004

o man. second time blogging today. juz too sianz.

yess. i have a mom and a dad. yess. [fake one lar] . lolz =X. guessss. guessss. guesss who =X bet u all wont know. haha.
clue 1 --> not from regent. haha.

o wonderful. i juz found out i left my english workbook on the canteen table when i got so mad at mr seow. wonderfullll. tomolo mr seow will have more to raid on me bout. sighz. hate him. if he starts it again. i will have to use one method to go against him. yes. ZE TING'S METHOD :: .. example ..
mr seow :: where's your book rebecca?
me :: i left it on the canteen table.
mr seow :: o . good. tonite i shall call your parents.
me :: . hey. LOOK AT MY FACE. *mr seow looks at me* DO I GIVE A DAMN? NO.

wahah. lots to learn from zeting. and yet. there's always a 2nd method. .. example.. ZE TING'S METHOD [2] ..
mr seow :: where's your book rebecca?
me :: i left it on the canteen table.
mr seow :: o . good. tonite i shall call your parents.
me :: . hey. u see that wall over there? *points at de class wall.* . GO BANG IT.

one more time. ze ting's methods. THEY WORK. lets hope this happen tomorrow. sheez. good luck rebecca.



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11:58:00 PM



o man. feeling so. blehh. today. sheez.

woohoo! I PASSED MY CHINESE !! i thot i failed lorr. haha. though its a C. but . o well . =) lolz. then got my english marks. yepz. i A[ced] it =D yay ! lolz.. hmm. now have to wait fer maths [which i improved =D BUT. still . haizz.] and home econz and lit de overall lor. yepz. haha.
during history. omgg. haha. me, wenyan, nuanqin, michelle, zeting, salina were in de same group. yepz. the only. erm. ORGANISED ONE. haha. yepz. the topic was on chapter 8 mah. then we were crapping about. then teacher came nearer to us.. and i was talking bout regent + Bedok North Band mahh. then i was like " ..... blah blah blah... regent and bedok north band... *sees teacher* * quickly changes statement * ... BEDOK NORTH AREA HAS LOTS OF RIOTS . ITS BECOZ OF THE POOR LIVING CONDITIONS I THINK. haha. and u know wat teacher said to the class. " this gal is very serious ! good ! i think this group is going to win =D " !! *my group cheers* haha. i was serious?? . haha =X coz we having comp mahz. first group to get details done will get chocolate. haha. we rawk.
hmm. dunno why. like got something talking to me . inside my heart. inside my mind. and i dont wan to say watz it to anyone. yepz. no one knows. except nuanqin michelle wenyan =D .. yepz. something is talking to me. i just KNOW it. but why THIS.
o mann. since the day my mom got mad at mr seow [of coz mr seow knew bout it lar. she juz outside his blardy office.] till now. mr seow like . everything REBECCA. wth. o yes. today during english .. pearly told me something mahz. i turn and replied. and blardy mr seow wanted to sent me out of his class. yepz. he wanted me to sit rite outside the door and finish my homework. o PLZ LOR. who will do that. ya. so took my book and left the class gave him a last blardy stare and walked away. totally. yepz. went up to 4th floor.. walk one round.. then to music room.. then to toilet and then to canteen. sat at canteen. and waited for his sub to finish. yepz. coz last lesson mah. then was like arev came down.and told me mr seow trying to find me -.- sheez. i dont give a damnnn. sheez. i realli so blardy stupid lor -.- juz walk out liddat. hmph. this is NOT rebecca. i'm -.- dunno who. haiz. THOT of apologising. but on second thot. shall wait till tomorrow to see wat happens. and tomolo's teachers' day celebration. hmm. he might threaten me with the " i'll call your mother " . omg. he call my mum. he kana first ah. kaoz. my mom hates him to the core. two words to say. go figure.
this is crazi. i think i'm starting to LIKE math. o man. i'm not rebecca.

went to lot 1 with wenyan and michelle. blehh. too bad mic couldnt stay. and too bad nuan qin didnt come. haiz. lolz. then both of us went to LJS. and all around us. wahh. so many ppl de uniform all white de. [ swiss cottage, kranji, BPGH. ] wah. regent de uniform totally collided lor. haha. yepz. then hannah , grace and cindy came. lolz. yepz. some ppl giving us strange looks. coz not very often will see regent + kranji + poly gal eating together laffing like siao. cindy is so farnie. when she laffs i laff too. i cant help itt. lolz. grace is so sweettttt. awww. lolz. hannah is like. wah laoz. haha. so cute de person lor !!! haha =X hard to believe she's 18. when she seems like.. sec 3 or 4 =D lolz. youthhh. haha. yepz. then after that went behind the post office there. and started our little prayer meeting small group gathering. yepz. it RAWKED. we kept laffing and adding more things. yepz. then we all prayed for wenyan =D so that she will be able to receive the gift of tongues =) yepz. so happi. she can feel it. i know it =) haha . then later end le lor. this wednesday gonna have Care Group meeting. yepz. its a group that cares. haha. excited !! =D hmm. then walked around lot 1 with wenyan and met arev and nadiah. lolz. blehh. and the new comics connection shop is open. and it . well. kinda rox. lolz. one cool shop is gonna beside it. realli cool . realli nice . kuai dian kai !!

haha. my family has juz expanded. and they'r all from MRC PA club. lolz. nuan qin is my da jie. michelle is my er jie. edmund is my kor. lewis is my nai ma [ya he's a GUY. lolz] marcus might be my nai pa. still considering. haha. [gay siaa. lolz] and gonna ask wenyan soon. keep forgeting lolz.

yepz. tomolo teachers day celebration. cant decide whether i wanna go back to De La Salle School. wah. see i even wrote out the full name lorr. haha. hmm. gonna have to rush. coz still got band mah. lolz. excited. cant wait to watch the performance tomolo =D

// haha. okiez. NAI MA. lolz.

// wahhh laozz. no way =X haha

// ya lar. i will go de =D

one more thing to say. MR SEOW SUX .



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9:22:00 PM



hmm. today. was. okkkk. LOTS TO BLOG ABOUT. again.

today afternoon. yepz. arev called me on ma housephone. yepz. ask me to play badminton with him and shavin. and he was going to ask wenyan too =D so. OK LOR. then went to yew tee park with shavin. sheez. arev and wenyan still have reach yet sia. lolz. hmm. then arev appeared with nadiah.. didnt know she was coming. lolz. she's a sweet and realli hardcore tough sec 1 gal. mann. i lurve her attitude =D haha. and she looks like and acts like Anansa. =D WOW. lolz. 4 of us played first lor. wenyan finally came with her clothes attire like a PROFESSIONAL player sia. pro diao. lolz. wenyan said my skills dropped a lot. haiz. lolz. nvm . i shall start playing badminton every week from today onwards . lolz. then played so happily.
THENNNN. wahha. THENN. got one sec 1 chinese boi with his 'gang' de came over. then play play ask nadiah whether arev was her stead. [duhh. not lar. is godbro liddat] . then he kept teasing her till arev couldnt take it anymore le. then arev wahh. threw his badminton racket on the floor. [yes it got dented REALLI BADLY] then asked the boi whether he had a problem. then the stupid boi and his gang frenz went to insult arev. wah. they die lor. arev strangled one of the boiz and pushed him to the ground coz that stupid boi went to insult his mother. wah laoz. those 'GANG FRENZ' of that guy. looked so tough. but were so blardy coward lor. one of them like gang leader like that.. at least that was wat i THOT. and he was like. realli tall and macho type. and he was like. when his fren got pushed down. he juz looked. and STARED blurly. o man. i would have kicked his ass for acting so tough in the first place. wahha. then they left lor. yepz. nadiah told me the boi who got pushed down likes to act tough but he's a coward actually. and nadiah has beaten him up b4. wah. nadiah. u rawk. lolz. and that boi and his frenz from our school. hm. tomorrow i shall find out who he is and his background. -.- see what KIND of person is he realli like. realli act one anot. and i think i know who he is already. hmph. lets hope arev wont see him tomorrow.

went home. and my relatives from america who juz came down to singapore came to my house. waha. my cousin. de 8 - year - old boi. OMG. his slang. chao ji GOOD. was like. i playing on the com. then all of a sudden he appeared beside me staring into the screen. sooo. being the nice host i was. i let him play The Sims. anddd. he damn cute lor. the furniture and wateva anyhow put. he had 3 toliet bowls and 5 sinks lined against the living room wall. haha. and he damn dramatic oso. saw the fishes. and he went. OH!!! THESE FISHES ARE SO PRETTIIIII!!! and he went on and on. DAMN dramatic. sia. he like sometimes will act like he's crying when he's not. lolz. hyper and dramatic one. lolz. and o mann. his slang. blardy hell. he told me something so fast and american-ish that i went . HUH. but i still replied him aniway. and he was contented with my reply =) lolz. and his full christian name is one of the longest from the bible. onishivers or onishimers. sheez. i juz called him Oni. [pronounced On-ni]
yepz. then me, my sis dad , oni , his mom, my grandma my aunt and uncle. we went to Qian Hu Fish Farm. he saw a motorbike. and he went . " HEYY. I CAN RIDE ON A BIKE TOO =) " wahha. he loves singapore. i juz noe it. lolz. hmm. he saw de fish. and went. " O LOOK!! THE FISHES ARE SO BIG !! " lolz. then he kept hitting the glass lorr. haha. then he saw the stingray.. and pretended to cry.. lolz =X so cutee. but he kept running around -.- hard to catch up with him. hmm. then went to farm-mart. and the adults wanted to book a table first at the restaurant lor. so they asked me to bring my sis and Oni around the farm mart first lor. wahh. i so scared lor. Oni run here and there. then he started to run down the steps to de prawn catching area. omg. i so scared he'll trip and fall into de prawn pond. sheez. lolz. then brought him to see de goats. and i turned. and HE WAS GONE. i gasped. in 2 seconds time he appeared again and ran up to me le. sheez. his first time in singaore mah. cannot blame . then walk walk walk and ran somemore. must run after him AGAIN and AGAIN. -.- lolz. my dad wanted to buy mi a baby parrot. -.- i was like. NO THX. lolz. yepz. then went back to eat. yepz. seafood restaurant. my sister HATES seafood. ya. so she went to buy fries. lolz. then cousin so cute again. remember he's only like 7 or 8 !! he saw my sister holding on to de packet of fries. " whats that? " . " french fries. " " o... can i have one ? =) " . duhh he got the fries lor. haha. so sweet. he ate singapore noodles first time. and he wanted a second helping =) lolz. then he kept watching the tv lor. lolz. dont wan eat liaoz. then the chilli crab came. my dad tricked him. yess. ma dad took a french fry. and poke into the chilli crab mixture. and ate up the fry. of coz my cousin followed. wah. rude shock for him. too spicy le FOR HIM. lolz. he kept drining sprite lor. haha. then eat eat. and got one crab pincers left. and the adults went. OK. LEAVE THIS FOR THE KIDS. [me my sista and Oni] sooo. all the adults went again " Oni cant eat chilli crab. cheryl [my sista] hates seafood. sooo. REBECCA TAKE !!! " wah lao -.- lolz. bulli mi. lolz. yepz. then after that went to 7th heaven for ice cream. haiz. being the super hyper active kid Oni is.. he went over to the Pool table. where some ah bengs were playing pool. andd. he went to take away one ball. OMG. 2 of the golden haired ah bengs stared at him. ready to scold him. i was like OMG OMG HOW. typical americans dun know wat is AH BENG. then Oni took the ball. looked at it. and put back. and he came over . the ah bengz stared at him all the way. lolz. i made my sister bring him out. and my stupid sister let him go to the toliet ON HIS OWN. omg. luckily he came back safe and sound. lolz. then went to watch the prawn catching. wahh. got one old man. pro diaoz. he caught so many lor. haha =X yepz. then went home le. yepz. think teachers day gonna bring them to the Zoo. and my dad says i'm gonna be in charge of Oni. since they cant handle him. -.- omgg. haiz. must wear track shoes and very loose shirt and pants on that day. running around the zoo is . THE WORST. kids like Oni will go. O LOOK!! *runs away* -.- haiz. lolz. tuesday nite he might be staying overnite at my house. must protect everything. lolz. he might run. and BREAK something. lolz.

sheez. suyin told me she got her O levelz music results and she made it. and our school no one got it yet. die. that means tomolo is the resultz lor. haiz. i scared le. =( .. hmph. and i have pimples on my cheek. DISGUSTING. eek !! *runs away*

wahah. my house is a fish farm. we have 3 fighting fishes each in different tanks.. 4 luo han baby fishes.. one whole bucket full of new born fighting fishes de babies which juz hatched out from eggs a few days ago.. another small bucket full of new eggs .. fighting fish de again. and 4 baby guppies in another tank. and one whole tank of guppies. o mann. my sista cant take it anymore. so i have 2 fishes now on my table. both different tanks de. one baby luohan which i named SQUISHY. so cute mar . lolz. and a blue fighting fish =D whose name issss . MARLIN. haha =D i rawk. lolz. and my house. every corner has a tank. sheez.

// yepz. i try help u bahz.

// haha. ok hope so ~ lolz.

// duhh. of coz lar. scared like siaoz.

something wrong with internet. the 'search miracle' thing is destroying everything. all de words with 'bed' are being highlighted. n i juz found some pictures of other ppl in my BLOG. and i didnt even put it there. shit. hmph.



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12:05:00 AM



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