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Saturday, August 28, 2004

weeEEee =D a LOT to blog bout band today~ lolz

yepz. today went for band lor. and was like once i reached the school. then i realised i didnt bring my wallet. haiz. lolz. then had to borrow money from siying to eat lunch. lolz =X sorri worx. haha

erm. yepz. today suppose to have PT. then zhengjun and michelle dont let me run coz zhengjun knew i had a back muscle strain. yepz. i was like. i want to doooo. and michelle was like. nooo. ok at the most i oni allow u do drills. sheez. better than nothing =) yepz.. today was like senior squad split into two. then was like my group de. got ke xin and yiting . and they KEPT laughing. yes. dororin oso but she excused. haha. then at one part had to march mahz. then we were like marching and the other group was marching TOWARDS us. so when we reach them we'r suppose to march on the spot rite? sheez. ke xin and yiting marched THROUGH the empty gaps of the other squad. oh nooo. no no. they did that for fun mahz. then. wahh. aaron angry le. pumped us sia. lolz. pumped that time. back hurting again. stupid painkillers DONT WORK. blardy hell. hmph. heck care. must do . i cannot dont do. its unfair for the squad. yepz. then erm. everyone had a turn being commander and timer. yepz. when it was my turn. made them march lor. sian diaoz. lolz. then timing. whenever jordan had to rest his voice fer a while.. then i take over lor. haha. sianz.

had sectionals. alma was here =) YAY ! lolz. practiced tonguing today. yepz. haiz. my usual high notes are not coming out le. haiz. even since malaysia trip then i dont practice high notes so much le. blehh. didnt know that this Opus de repetoire de songz all so high notez fer me. sheez. MUST PRACTICE LE!
then during lunch. was like. sitting with some people. hmm. shall not say. and they were talking bout a certain someone being very irritating and that alot of ppl dont like her. sheez. and even i had to agree with that A BIT. hmm. lolz. i'm so bad. xie xie siying lend me money ~
then had combined. NOT WITH MR LIM. but WITH CHARLES. haha =X charles conducted Legend Of Yao. haha. damn farnie. yepz. but a bit nice lor. =) zeting's solo totally rock. haha. then cui fen and esther came too. lolz. visit us mah. then was like for 1 hour. had to learn all our scales and wateva. get ready fer the band exam. haiz. so fast. =(
after band. had to do Archive stuff mah. then was like me and benjamin took out all the photoz from the album. and we rearranged again lor. then terrell came in. and looked at the photoz. and he kept laffing. haha. then finish le mahz. so kip le. then found out ze ting juz entered my department le. haha. ze ting gonna get tortured by our dept le. tortured in the erm. GOOD WAY. lolz. no pumping. juz . laffing and laffing. lolz.
then erm. me charles jordan and some others. we all thot of a idea. cannot say de. =X hehe. sec 2 secret. but when we were toking bout it. someone heard it lor. then he not very happi. and said that we wont be allowed to do it and we cant do it like that coz we wont make it or something like that. wah laoz. why not. i think he's juz jealous that he wont be able to do the same for HIS seniors. hmph. jealous of us sec 2s ah. band position high so wat. u cant do anything to stop us sec 2s from expressing our thanks to our seniors. esp when so many other ppl in YOUR BATCH are encouraging us. and its for mr lim to decided. not YOU. hmph. yes. charles made me ask mr lim whether it was OK OR NOT. omg. of so many ppl. why me. sheez. today shall wait for mr lim to come online. then ask him. hmph. let me say it again. YOU cant stop us from doing this juz becoz u think we'r not UP TO THAT STANDARD . we'r gonna TRY at least. and WE.CAN.DO.IT.COZ.SEC.2.RAWK. hmph. mr lim ahh. kuai dian come onlineeee.

// haha. thx for encouraging us all. we will try our best =)

// lolz. AIM HIGH.

// haha!!! THE ZOO!! LOLZ !! =x

// OMG!! i write until liddat !! lolz =X omggg. rewrite again. k. haha

// ya. decided le.

o mann. stupid mr yew has set a new rule. if anyone doesnt greet a teacher when he/she sees him/her.. will kana detention on the spot. WTH. kaoz. . gtg. bye. ~ love ma band sec 2 mates forevvaaaa.

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11:45:00 PM

Friday, August 27, 2004

rebecca is such a demanding gurl. she demands for this and that. she demands her project group in school to do better and tell them not to give up when they keep telling themselves " i give up ". she demands her parents to not treat her like a spoilt kid. she demands her form teacher to stop pressurizing her to hand up homework when she dont even know whats the homework. BUT. its not this kind of demanding. the conclusion. i m a demanding gurl. and to think 2 people in her whole life told her she was liddat. which is bad. haiz. two words to say bout this. sehr traurig. one more time. SEHR TRAURIG.

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10:36:00 PM

hehe =x today a lot of things to blog bout. hehe =X lolz ~

home econz lesson. we got to make raisin cookies =D yepzz. my partner was erm. Hui Qi. yepz. coz went by index number mahz. lolz. then she's like so so so quiet. and i cant do anything bout it. haiz. ... lolz. then was like at one part .. mrs ng asked ze ting to coat the tray with layers of magarine.. hehe =X ze ting didnt know which container was magarine de.. then he anyone coat lor. then teacher saw le.. laughed at him and said it was MILK. =X laffed like siaoz lorz.. haha =X then erm. while baking the cookies.. had theory lor. today was about Food Spoilage.. yepz. how would we know when food is spoilt. yepz. we said we could taste it if its spoilt. and mrs ng was like how bout WITHOUT TASTING IT. for example how would u know whether milk was spoilt? lolz. =X mrs ng was expecting the answer " smelling the milk " . lolz =X an Daniaal said " look at expiry date " =X lolz laffing like siaoz again. =X hehe =X then finally cookies bake le~ yepz. kept it in hui qi's container . then transferred it to another plastic bag fer myself. omgg. VERY NICE !! I LOVE COOKIES ! so crispy lor ~ yepz. saved 2 for my parents. hehe =X now they cant say then i cant cook. lolz =X at chinese lesson. blehh. i kept talking. ms chai . a bit pissed off liaoz. coz i kept laughing and laughing at the top of my voice =X lolz omg. today although back pain like siaoz again but den its like. i laugh then not pain for a while liaoz. sheez -.- . lolz =X hmm. nicholas also back got prob sia. lolz. get well soon!~
then during recess. yepz. my recess buddies were all unhappy at different stuff. so i had to cheer them up ~ yepz. wenyan was mad at jasper . coz jasper juz scolded her bad words w/o any reason lor. haiz. no wonder my kor told me that nowadays more and more ppl dont like jasper le. haiz. why jasper become liddat de. last year still so nice guy everytime go ppl house play a lot of stupid games and make chocolate-with-cream-and-chipz-milk. =( miss those times. haiz. now kor say he change a lot le. ya lor. haiz. if jasper sees this. i probably get a real beating from him and his gang. haiz. too bad lor. beat me bah. lai. haiz. then michelle was upset at. erm. cannot say. haha. very farnie one. nuan qin looked sad. but dunno whether she was . lolz =X u all must CHEER UP worx !!
wahah. in the middle of lessons. got an sms. from sarah. ya. band de senior =) my fav senior ~ haha =X yepz. she asked whether wan to go watch movie =D YAY! I LOVE WATCHING MOVIES WITH SARAH!! but too bad i broke le .. =( but sarah so nice. she said she will wait till september holidays then she watch with me =) so nice. aww. lolz
yepz. then during contact time. mr seow said coz i nv come school yesterday then i had to finish a comphrension wateva and summary by today. omgg. siaoz. so i had to rush rush rush. coz its fer my CA3 english marks. haiz. rush like siaoz. then kor so nice. he noe i dont know how to do my maths.. so he ask derrick help me do question 8. =) xie xie kor.
then by the time finished liaoz went down rushed lunch and went up fer band. yepz. mr lim showing us this DVD. very cool sia. lolz =X yepz. about the making of westside story de.. lolz =X veryyyy nice. hehe =X then went through intermezzo and american riversongs. yepz. omgg. i cant produce a SOUND from my Eb. i mean . i can la. but for american riversongs. like nothing . omggg. cannot. tomolo sectionals must practice like siaoz le . lolz. yepz. then was like the FF part we playing so darn soft . then mr lim keep asking us to play louder. then we still like dun wan. then all of a sudden downstairs de regent netballers shouted GOOO REGENT or something. and mr lim was like. YES. JUST LIKE THAT !! loLZ. yar. netballers rox. hehe =X and of coz. we finally got the FF rite. lolz.

// take care and get well soon nicky ! lolz

// yar. lolz. i hope i wont too. lolz

o man. gonna get a new bag too i hope. lolz. i m SO BROKE. sheez. how to watch movie. -.- lolz.

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8:12:00 PM

Thursday, August 26, 2004

blehh. didnt went to school today. and boy. at home. it . was . just . sianz .

in the morning . ha. went to the clinic.. yepz. lolz. the moment i reached there.. it was already my turn =X lolz. so 'zhun' one. haha =X yepz. the doctor asked me some questionz lor. like interviewing me nia -.- lolz =X then got this bed thingy. then he ask me lie down. then he was like poking my leg. -.- WTH. its my back not my leg. -.-" lolz =X then he was like pulling it here and there . yepz. and he was like keep asking " pain anot " then i will either say yes or no. at one part my back hurt like hell. haha =X wasted no time telling him " PAIN !! PAIN !! " lolz =X then he took this small hammer thingy. and hit my knee. i laughed. =X lolz farnie mah. lolz =X yepz. so he said that i had a muscle spasm [HOWEVA U SPELL IT LARR.] against my backbone. no wonder so pain larr. -.- hmph. why? coz I SIT TOO LONG -.- wthhh. lolz =X and now its that. when i move the muscle juz pulls and it hurts like hell. wonderful. i cant sit. i cant move. i have oni 1 thing to do. STAND AND NOT MOVE. how pathetic.

yepz. dad decided to buy a new bed for me. he thinks that maybe its time to get a new bed coz mine is getting kinda . erm. boring. lolz =X yepz. painfullyyy went there. juz for me to choose a bed. wahah. reached Courts. omg lor. so many beds =D so niceeeee. yepz. actually dad wanted to buy a double decker bed. bunk bed larr. ya. so we looked at that first lorr. was like =D niceee. got cute de is minnie m0use de wateva lor. den got another one so cool. isH not ladder.. is stairs one.. cute rite ? lolz.. then saw one type of bunk bed de. wahh. chao ji nice. is like. damn stylo lor. blue =) and its like. the top one is children size for my sister and the bottem is QUEEN SIZE. omggg. i can roll all i want =D lolz. hmm. but .then i was like. i want my OWN bed. wahaha. i'm gonna kick my sister out of my room. yepz. so went to look lor. wahah. saw one. damnn nice de queen size bed =D wahhh. want to buy =D its called the Cantata. omg . damn nice. yepz. so now considering putting either the bunk bed that blue or the Cantata . yepz. must ask mummy first. she's the. HEAD OF THE HOUSE. lolz.
ya. then went to eat with dad. yepz. dad order so much sia. lolz =X then chat with dad bout band. and went on to the topic of streaming. blehh. my dad rox. he says like. God wants u to be who u want to be. aww. and my parents aint forcing me into any class. =) awww. yepz. and they know i want a arts class. or rather a NON SCIENCE class. yeh. i love science. its juz the blardy A maths. sheez. NO WAY m i gonna take A maths. waha. did i mention i have a new [fake] " dad ". yehh. James. lolz. SJI de james. haha. *laffs* ooh. yeah. he told me to AIM HIGH. woohoo. i'm motivated. lolz =D and he says that without A maths u cant get into 70% of the science courses. hmm. i dont wan a science course. haha. but dunno. leh. see first bahz. lolz. i hate math. sheez. ok back to the topic. erm. then talk talk talk with [real] dad. then i told him all wat i wanna be when i grow up. yepz. i mentioned all 5 of them . lolz. ahh yes. INCLUDING the Zookeeper one. yepz. i wanna wash the elephants and feed the giraffe. man . i m crazi. asked my dad did he find it strange that i wanted to be a zookeeper since i was like 3. waha. he wasnt. coz i had been saying since i was 3 that i wanted to be one. lolz. yesh. and why. cozz. when i was 4. i went to the zoo EVERY SINGLE SATURDAY. yepz. believe it or not. my family was a Friends Of The Zoo member mah. lolz. and he was pretty ok bout it. =) and i found out i dont have to be good in bio to be one. wahah. i love myself. lolz.

omg lor. was like. sleeping the whole day coz it was toooo pain. woke up at 8. and it was still pain. those painkillers the doctor gave me dont work. blehh. booooo. lolz. at least i have ppl on msn who chat with me so i'm not sianz. and sms oso. lolz. blehh. got a phone call from mr seow. was afraid it would last fer 4 - 5 hours. haha. turned out oni 5 minutes. i rawk. lolz. i acted realli " busy " . haha =X yesh. he called to ask me to do homework. hand up tomolo. wth. i left my books in school. i'm so DEAD. nvm. tomorrow. i shall juz ACCEPT THE FACT. lolz. i love myself. lolz

oh. ya. i'm being pampered so much by my dad now. waha. went out and he bought for me mango milk =) WOOHOO! I'M IN LOVE WITH MANGO MILK! waha. and . he bought me a coconut too.. =D yepz. and he bought a female fighting fish too. and lots of pails. to put those eggs which were laid by ANOTHER fish. my house is turning into a fish farm. lolz. coz all the female fishes are either laying eggs or giving birth faster than u can say " i love fishes " . lolz. o man. the "babies" corner i have at home. now has 5 new born baby guppies. and . LOTS AND LOTS of white eggs. ew. lolz.

yepz. my piano teacher sent my theory practice papers up. sheez. like so hard. esp since i have not taken any theory b4. haiz -.- lolz. must jia you. =D lolz. and my mum made me fry rice again. blehh. she doesnt noe watz " PAIN " lolz. at least she cut the coconut fer me =D . blardy coconut. so big. and yet the flesh inside . only 3 scoops and no more le. -.- cheater. lolz

// haha. thx for your concern. realli appreciated it =)

// okkk. bolwing ah? lolz =D

// ya lor. so bad rite. si doctor. lolz

wahah. going back to school. no matter wat. even if it hurts like hell. i have BAND . i have HOME ECONZ PRACTICAL. i MUST GO. btw. check out my links area. have a lot of new true sad stories added. touching de . sobz. lolz =X

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9:37:00 PM

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

yepz. feeling so happi. dont know why. haha

got back my chinese and maths results today =X .. chinese. blehh. expected fail . like alwayz. at least 47 % isnt so bad. but i pased overall lor =X lolz..
then maths. ms chin said i improved a lot =D .. lolz.. sheez. oni 15 ppl in our class passed. told u ms chin is bad liaoz. lolz =X
back aching worst than yesterday. haiz. tomorrow mum gonna bring me to clinic liaoz. FINALLY. lolz. nuan qin was like going on about mi surviving fer oni 3 months. CHOY ! touchwood man ! i must survive ! lolz

during recess. haha. edmund kor so nice. treat me to drink =) xie xie. and i borrowed $2 from u today rite. sorri =X i nv bring money sia. lolz

after school. yepz. went walking around the school. then yvonne , phylis , yu ting and catherine.. toking bout the sec 2 streaming . yepz. we have to give our choices in bout 2 - 3 weeks time. cat and yvonne were like. F n N? or D n T? lolz =X so we went to find mr kenny.. and mr kamar.. lolz. then went hall.. watched auditions. lolz. got to say.. pearly de group. was awesome. for oni 5 days. it was AWESOME. good job ! *claps*

wahah. went to violin today. and . omg omg omg. okkkkk. i'm EXCITED EXCITED EXCITED. see ahz. got this music teachers board thingy. and they have this grand concert once a year i think. yepz. all the teachers in singapore. and they had to recommend 1 or 2 of their own students to audition for the concert, and if the student is selected.. then he/she gets to perform in that kind of esplanade or VCH places for something called the Teacher's Grand Concert. and . I GOT RECOMMENDED ! o freak freak freak !! *jumps for joy* i would nv in a million years thot i would get it. thot teacher will pick the other students mahz. and ME ME ME =D yes yes yes. lolz.. yepz. i'm down for Violin Quartet. or Quintet. wateva la. yepz. teacher picked me.. and another boi .. think sec 3 or 4 one.. should be his grade 8 or dip or either very high.. coz he's played first violin and he's using a lot of 3rd and 2nd positions. which is damn hard. haha .. and i'm playing second =D .. and the song is " dunno - dunno - chi - pang - de - nu - hai " very familiar song. very nice=D i tried with teacher today.. yepz. VERY NICE !! yepz . got a pianist accompanist too. and maybe teacher have to get maybe 2 more students join us .. lolz. problem . coz teacher kip saying my violin sound cannot project. he say i play too softly. wth. lolz =X .. excited ! saw the paper. if our quartet or quintet WATEVA LA is selected to perform.. then we each get $100 each. OMG. wahah. i hope i get in . wanted to perform in a quintet fer such a long time le.. excited ! yay ! ya. played till my index finger almost bleeded from all the vigorous vibrato lor. haha. and today i tried out 2nd exam piece. waha. not bad =D i got improve. =)

// xie xie teacher =D lolz

// huh. sorri sorri. i'll get it down fer u tomorrow k =D

// lolz. thx its very nice

haha. hmm. pain. blehh. and i miss bowling. =( anyone interested anottt.

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9:37:00 PM

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

wahah. today. FINALLY. a BAND DAY. band has RESUMED. yess. band totally rawked today. too bad so many ppl didnt come =X hehe =X .. yepz. mr lim announced that mr tan has agreed to SOMEBODY. [seriously i dont know who].. that REGENT WIND SYMPHONY will be performing. on some west cluster 6 arts festival thing. o mann. isnt that. that. omgg. YUHUA is under west 6 too. i THINK. omg =X NANYANG GIRLS is. omgg. and a lot of schools. with gold bands. and they'r gonna watch us =X .. nahh. i'm not getting scared or anithing... we must SHOW THEM ! the spirit of REGENT =D yepz. GO ! . dunno which date yet.. know le then i post up on my ' dates to remember ' there k? lolz =X hmm. also . went through Legend Of Yao and Amparita Roca today. man. it rox my socks. lolz. ahh. and all those sec 2s playing solo. YOU ALL ROCK MAN. SEC 2S ROXX. yepz. and i got my CD. finally today. =( dont have amparito !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DYLAN !

wahah. got back my science and art results. good and bad news. bad news first. SCIENCE. yes i passed my common tes =D *hooray* BUTTTT. i failed my overall by 1.4 marks. BLOODY HELL. 1.6. n u know why -.- tts coz on the day which i didnt went to school. the ms chong had the science CLASS TEST. and i missed it. and the next week she asked me to take. and i DIDNT KNOW WHAT WERE THE TOPICS. omg. haiz. if not maybe by now could have already passed science loz. 1.6 leh. omgg. shit shit shit. anyway no use thinking bout it le. lolz. but at least i was THIS close to getting a pass despite my class test being a TOTAL failure. =D lolz i wanna xie xie God =) yepz. if not . maybe by now . wouldnt even have made it to at least a 48.6 . yepz. =D thank you God =)

good news. art got A2 =D .. 72 oni. haha. elisha pro sia. 96 =X chao ji high. lolz =X o mann. lolz. today's history paper. SUX. all open ended questionz. wahah. i HATE open ended questionz. gonna fail it. its /30 . how DUMB.
hope i can get all the other marks lor. by tomolo? lolz =X geez. like kenny said. its JUST A COMMON TEST. yess. i must listen to my EX EX ASST band major. coz he says he's older so he's right -.- lolz.
at least now no need to study le. blehh.
o man. mr seow malu-ed me infront of 2-6 today. he said my english compo de common test got a lot of 'STILL' . then i ' still ' here ' still ' there. kaozz. -.- nvm i laughed a long aniway =X

o mann. my back hurt again. i was whining like a sick piggy. at least . haha. hmm. then wenyan nuanqin yu ting zhengjun jocelyn phylis hayati and the rest whom i havent mentioned [coz too many names] they all like. so concerned. yepz.. i love them to bits* . aww. all of them. jocelyn cutest lor. me wan to buy ice cream. then she wanted to help me take ice cream. lolz. and they'r making me go to the hospital. wahh. had a realli terrible thot. what if i become paralysed. stupid me it wont happen *knocks head on the wall* . hope god can help bahz. *prayyyy* getting so holy nowadays. dunno why. blehh.

yess. watched a history world war 2 video today. and its . DISGUSTING. AND HORRIBLE. o mann. i was practically gasping and gasping until i looked like a fish flapping its gills fer oxygen. the most disgusting one. the one which the old woman described how the japanese treated the caught woman as sex slaves. the way she describe. omg. gasping for airrrr. its too. DISGUSTING. AND HORRIBLE. i'm not going to japan as long as i live. yehh. biased towards japan. haha.

// haha. xie xie for all of you all de concern. appreciated it alot. but. no nid help mi take this and that liaoz -.- its my spine not my hands. lolz. and i will feel damn guilty de. =X haha xie xieee. love u all to bitttssss. *hugs to everyone*

// haha. remember to practice. practice . practice. =) i'm sure u can one. high Bb fer u ? lolz PRACTICE !

// yah. u so cartoon lor. lolz.

// yes we must work hard =D for upcoming " last minute " performance. and prove to them. that . erm. dunno -.-

ooo. excited. tomorrow. going to yu ting house =D PIZZA HERE I COME !! [pssttt. yu ting's bday tomorrow worx.]

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9:22:00 PM

Monday, August 23, 2004

wth m i doing blogging at this time? . geez. history test tomorrow. and i have not even studied ANYTHING. typical me . blehh. wahah. dom just gave me a physics question. i blur diao. ask kenny for help . haha =X yes. Ex. Ex. asst. band major de kenny. xie xie hor. i know i damn blur =X u explain and explain and i still HUH. lolz =X what to do?? lolz. haha =D know le =D weEeEEee ~ wth. -.- i m nuts. nuttsss. yeh. i'm starting to like thsi word nutsss. shall not say faggot anymore. shall say. YOU NUT. lolz =X . wahah. today . unsuccessful attempt to step on mr seow's toe. *sighs* nvm. tomorrow. shall try AGAIN. esp since its double periods =D
wahaha. i feel so . blur now. blur meee. and jacky. i'm an SBC. you'r the ABC. haha. rebecca rox to the core. o mann. i'm broke. at least there's one good news. BAND RESUMES FROM TOMORROW ! yay!! and . gosh. our band . SYF next year. 2005 . must jia you . hope its a good choice piece mr lim chooses. speaking of mr lim . havent seen him for. 2 weeks. yah. he's on his holiday. haha. lame. and yesterday my aunt and family's flight plane. landed in singapore from america. yess. and i have not seen them for. 12 years . amazing. today my cousin Joshua is leaving singapore for canada. and i oni can meet him on msn. amazing. and i did not meet any one of them at all. fer now. amazing.

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11:55:00 PM

omg. bad bad bad backache. one thing to say. PAIN AH!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBBIE !!

yepz. had math paper today. anndd. i have FLUNKED it TOO! -.- omg. cant believe i forgot wat isH mode and median. blehh. then wrote one of the formulas wrongly. haha =X die lor. yepz. after de test. some ppl crying worx. hmm. i was damn calm lor. dunno why =X maybe do so lan. until no feeling le. haha =X

phylis sHo lucky lor. got back her paper on the same day =X lolz.. she got 44.5/50 sia. i was like. OMG ! SO GOOD ! wat to do? ms koh's class leh. so good. my class is. ms chin lor. blehh. vomit blood sia. lolz

after school went lot 1 .. yepz with nuan qin wenyan michelle evelyn and janice. yepz . got a fair ourside.. then was like. one of the stalls selling chocolate apples.. haha =D we tried a sample lor. so nice =D lolz.. then went KFC eat =X lolz.. ate until damn full sia ~ lolz =X then was like 3 pm le mahz. so supposed to meet Hannah at cck control room. yepzz. then went out to meet her with wenyan and nuanqin.. rest didnt follow.. then was like. Cindy and grace was there too. yepz.. then cindy left le.. sHo.. me and wenyan , hannah and grace went behind this post up thingy. board. haha =X then sat down there.. talk talk a while. yepz. nuan qin joined us =D then was like. Hannah started on the book of John.. yepz. talked to all of us about God and Man =D yepz. her lessonz were realli cute lor. kip making me laugh.. haha =X yepz. today learned a lot =D hehe =X then wenyan kept asking a lot of cute questionz.. made me laff again =X lolz.. then was like next week.. they had saturday youth service thingy.. =D and nuan qin isH invited too =D yepz. think nuan qin is interested in knowing bout God =D so shall bring her along ~ hehe ~ hmm. realli cool lor. in this church of theirs.. they had Care Groups.. yepz. ours was in the CCK division.. and hannah was the leader.. next meeting friday =D for fun and games and others.. sounded sooo fun. but too bad lor. i have band =( sobz. was looking SOOO forward to it. yepz. think i'm going on sat bahz. after band must sit taxi go le ~ haha =X excited !!

yepz. after this 'small gathering'.. went to library lor. with everyone except grace.. she had cca mahz. then at library.. me and nuan qin went nuts lor. we at de Arts corner mahz.. then found an Orchestra Instruments de book. yepz. then went through it.. showed nuan qin some of our band de music instruments.. and we were laughing a lot and cracking so much jokes =X librarian came up to us twice.. told us to lower down our volume .. haha =X.. was like. at the Piccolo de photo.. i was like. blah blah blah. and nuan qin was starting on using instruments as straws =X haha =X omg lor =X then later. erm. went to Cooking corner. took our all de Chocolate de bookz. yepz. got one pic of a dog. then we thot it was made of chocolate. =X haha laffing like siaoz =X then wenyan was chatting with hannah most of de time mahz.. then Jency came too.. and . wah. laff like siaoz lorz =X hehe =X so nice lot of ppl sia they all.. lolz =X then kept toking and laffing.. yepz. then they had to go le. a bit sad worx =X hehe =X .. then wenyan found this book on illusions.. so me wenyan and nuanqin were like.. looking through it.. and laffing at ourselves. blehh. my back was hurting so much. had to use a wall to support myself... lolZ =X poor me rite. but realli very pain lor. =X .. hmm. then later we all went home le ~ lolz

sheez. history test tomorrow. and the LAST test. omg. THANK GOODNESS. lolz =X waiting for the holidays to start =X haha.. duno wat to do now. feeling so bored. haha.

// haha =X laff laff laff like siaoz lorr.

// BROKE le. no moneyyy.

// sheez. i wish u knew lor. stupid rite.

yepz. havent bowled for a long time le. sHo long nv touch the ball sia. =D anyone interested in bowling ? yepz, joining me ? =D

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10:06:00 PM

Sunday, August 22, 2004

sianz . juz came back from lessons. haha =X .. omg lor. my little sister now debating with my momma.. bout. Lee Xian Long. ... hmm. sister is like. " Li Xian Long can speak in malay and chinese and english =) " hail to my sisterr.

today supposed to go plaza singapura worx.. then elisha. haha =X church mahz.. then wenyan suppose to pei mi.. hmm. she had to study. so i had to stay at home and rot. lolz =X .. hmm. went online lor. sianz diaozzzz. love my computer to bits man. yepz. then asked sarah wanna go ps =) she said yes!! so happyyyy. till. mum called from malaysia. yehh. her business trip there. wonder whether she got the deal anot. think should be =X if not she wont sound so happy.. lolz =X .. she said. i not allowed out sia. stupid sister . dunno when coming back. then must look after. sheezzz. p5 leh. still nid to look after =X throw face ah. hmph. then cannot go lor. continued rotting at home.

got SO SIANZ. until i decided to cook. OMG =X mi?? cook? *gasps* something wrong with me. sheez. ok i practically messed up my whole kitchen.. the floor was so oily le.. then my hands super greasy.. haha =X hey. fried rice is not EASY ok. hehe =X but i rawk. haha. 6 fried eggs [see i was THAT sian] and 1 whole pot of rice. for nothing. i was not even PLANNING to eat. sheez. then mum came back.. ask her try. she was happi =D hehe =X i have improved . lolz.

went for lesson mahz. then was like at mrt station lorz. yepz. then all of a sudden someone ran pass me lor. looked and it was wenyan's *AHEM* . those who know.. good fer u =D those who dont. TOO BAD. hehe =X .. and i was like HEY !! ---!!!! and he turned and he like said hi . and i so bad lor. caused him to miss his train by a FEW SECONDS. and he was OFFICIALLY late for his tuition. hehe =X so chat a bit while waiting for my train. hmm. was like blah blah blah. and i was thinking " omg omg where's wenyan !! =X " lolz.. hmm. ya you'r rite wenyan. he's hot .. and VERY NICE. lolz.. didnt know he talk so nicely out of school de.. thot he damn rough lor. haha =X yepz. i asked him whether he had a 6 pack. heard from arev he had .. then he was like. *shy shy* no larrr. dontttt haveeeee. *laffs* .. hmm. yepz. i can see why he's ur *AHEM* le wenyan =) u have made the right choice =) . omg i sound like. -.- . lolz =X

yepz. lessons . and . today. teacher was like.. testing me on scales =X shittt. Ab major AGAIN. i was like. haiz. at least its arpegios. =X much easier.. lolz. then he gave me so many minor scales man. i was like. -.- huhhh. lolz =X lazi me.

ahh. tomorrow math exam le. tian arh. i confirm flunk de. have been failing math since 2 years ago. omggggg. i have no wish to study math liaoz -.- . SHALL NOT study math today. hmph. stubborn me.

// haha. xie xie horz for promising to bring next week =)

// eee. i broke larr. TOTALLY. broke . lolz.

argh. my whole cupboard is full of new clothes which mom juz bought. OMG. i 'm gonna look like an 18 year old lor. shit. all so ugly one. . hmph. shall not wear them.

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8:02:00 PM

Write the first thing that comes into ur mind when u take the first glance of the 'words' that are listedbelow... when finished, ADD another word for others to answer too!

coffee = motherrr.
vanilla = ice-cream
yellow = banana
pink = shirt
josh hartnett = joshua -.-" dunnno why
popcorn = movies
summer = erm. summerTIME.
sushi = soft shell crab -.- lolz
sorry = haiz..
enemy = go to hell
dog = LUCKY
country = singapore
love = myself
cameras = digital camera
liars = HATE U. lolz
Sean paul = cool guy =D
WWF = world wrestling federation ?
jealousy = bad thing.
bed = blanket
lotr = like. HAHA?
thanksgiving = turkey..
aloha = jeanie -.-
march = band =D
friendster = friends
movies = twins effect II
chocolate = milk ?
butt = heart -.- wth m i thinking.
shoes = black
music = trumpet
bra = blue -.- omg. WHAT M I THINKING.
green = cck secondary de uniform
balls = soccer
rock = pebbles
kiss = care bear
school = mr charles. WHAT THE HELL =x
life = sux
first date = stupid crush Harry Potter = handsome guy
hurt = broken heart
friends = you =D
guys = spikey hair
pool = ehh. game.
blue = sky
hair = black and brown -.-"
Program booklet = ncc guy giving out booklets at sji ap
Food and Nutrition Coursework = next year !
technology = computer
School = of rock.
Hate = no one =X
Handsome = harry potter lolz
Cheerful = salina
Mooncakes = the moon
Charmed = a show
birthdae = ehh. em. a few more months le. lolz september = 11th !

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4:31:00 PM

My inner child is six years old!
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