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Saturday, August 14, 2004

[ten years ago, i..]
1 was young
2 very very naughty
3 was in child care
4 had a new little sister
5 loved my house and backyard

[five years ago, i ..]
1 was in p3
2 was still super naughty
3 got a teacher who whacked my hand with a bloody ruler
4 was in de la salle =D yay lolz
5 moved to CCK . in a HDB flat.

[three years ago, i..]
1 was in p5
2 had loads of ccas
3 had my form teachers changed 3 times.
4 new class
5 lied to teacher

[two years ago, i..]
1 was in p6
2 took my PSLE
3 was in mr charles rajan's maths class. argh
4 was in school volleyball team =D
5 fell into love

[one year ago, i..]
1 entered regent
2 was in 2/6 --> mr seow's class.
3 entered de band -- Bb clarinet
4 collected class fund money. not realli treasurer. haha
5 fell OUT of love. and so gladly too =D

[so far; this year, ive..]
1 gotten Eb clarinet =D
2 got into Finals.. fer CME quiz =D
3 had fun in band..
4 slept more in class than anyone .. other than kingston.
5 said goodbye to many ppl

[yesterday, i..]
1 asked charles whether got sectionals tomorrow anot
2 had to chiong for theory.
3 practiced my instruments
4 was online . duhh.
5 thot of wenyan's doggie =D

[today, i..]
1 walked wenyan's doggie. again.
2 had theory test.
3 had maths supplementary
4 went to macdonalds'
5 felt confused

[tmr i will..]
1 ahh. go church . another one with mummy.
2 practice instruments again
3 finish my home econz sewing
4 worri bout my flunked test again
5 think bout how siaoz ms chin is. 30 qnz fer maths.

[people ard me..]
your mum is - cool. cool. cool. way cool.
your dad is - childish. veryyy. =D good thing though =D
your sister is - a real spoilt gal. crybaby too. but sweet
your brother is - godbro? is so chong ming.
your boyfriend is - dont be siaoz -.-
your grandma is - FARNIE. very cute also =D
your grandpa is - both gone from this world. but alwayz looking down from above
your teachers are - mr seow sux.
your best friends are - real nice frenz =D

[my stuffs.. ]
school bag - is black. black. black.
pencil case - is gonna break down soon.
PC - is virus- free !
wallet - is getting lighter every day
camera - is spoilt. argh.
mobile - is getting boring.
books - on my table..
sunglasses - in my dad's room
towel - in the bathroom
teddy - is sitting on my bed
clock - is working well =D * and loud*

[currently..]
shirt - strawberry shirt.
shorts/trousers - orange hawaii.
shoes - not wearing any now -.-
underwear - wth -.-
jacket - up in my wardrobe
socks - in my sockz drawer
belt - gone.. dunno fly where le
mind - headache
song playing - Gelato Con Caffe. omg. it ROX

lost in [[fairytale]]-land
11:57:00 PM

omgg. yesterday was suppose to be an 'unlucky' day rite? but it wasnt rite? wanna know why? coz it MUST have been "postponed" to TODAY. arghhhhh.

in the morning was like catching up on my italian and french words . ya de music one. i must have been crazy.. wake up. READDD. lunch time .. used 1 hand to fork up de noodles. another to turn the pages of 3 bookz lying wide open for me to read. yaa. then on the way to MGS. heart kept pounding so fast. reach le. then was like. not pounding so hard liaoz. =X hehe =X then erm. had to queue up for registration lorz. saw most sec 2 students wearing school uniform and boy. were they TALL or wat. lolz =X most of them holding on to piano music scores.. guess they'r taking practical de. saw oni 1 gal with violin , another with cello, this ang moh boi with double bass, 1 gal with flute, another gal with trumpet. then saw mengyi. she going fer piano practical lorzz. then was like. she came over to me talk talk. then behind me got one RV de boi [blardy tall lorz.] de mother.. and de mother thot that mengyi cutting queue. then she was like kinda unhapy and yepzz. told mengyi to get back in line . that mom was like telling her son something bout "... taking advantage .. " i was like. want to arbish her liaoz lorz.. hehe =X then my turn then this lady told me to enter this room. yeppz. then moment i STEPPED into the room. everyone's head turn and STARE at me. ya. my regent uniform looked STRANGE from the rest. haha =X okiezz. everyone was like in pairs or something. guess i was the only Regenite there.. eek. like. so many ppl lorz. got one whole bunch of Chinese High guyz.. got some SCGS. got some Teck Whye.. a few BPGH.. ooo ya. all like. wahh. lolz. and i was like the ONLY Regenite. argh. so paiseh lorz. then teacher came in.. gave out the theory paper and do lorz. BLOODY HELL. SO HARD. the first qn .. something bout drawing out accidentals on some scale. i was like. ERRRM. okiez. =X then intervals. i was like. WHAT THE HELL. think think. then remembered last time mr lim got give us ear test. yaa. used that. then the rest. kaoz. nothing to say liaoz. all de italian terms i learned.. oni ONE came out. and that ONE just HAD to be the one i hated de most. forget lorz. then. ARGH. i forgot Ab major scale. big joke rite? i remembered all de harmonic and melodic minors and all majors... yaa. and i HAD to forget Ab major scale.. which was like 3 marks. arghhh. btw.. it was /40 . so i had to get a 20 at least.. omg. think i oni got a 4. way to go rebecca. .. . btw did i mention that ppl in the room were going like " HAIZZZ. " . argh.and also. got one boi . so farnie. de clarinet he brought then dun wan to put in front =X lolz .. another boi was like. forget to put infront his book lolz. then he was like. OK. OK . OK. the galz were kinda quiet lorz. hehe =X

went to school. maths supplementary. NO ONE was listening =X haha =X i was like. lalala. copy copy copy from board. then break time. till 4:15 only. and NO ONE came back.. till 4:30 =X lolz. haha =X homework. was like 30 questionz. i was like. HUH. lolz =X

yupzz. missed sec 2 own sectionalz today. but could see some french horn de ppl running about like siaoz ppl. lolz

went mac. saw jordan said hi. then wenyan's house. yupz. her mom wants to give away her dog =( she kinda upset. then and salina were like. comforting her a bit.. hmm. then brought de dog out fer a walk =D .. then salina left. and me and wenyan had a LONGGG talk. lolz =X yepzz. then i was like. telling her bout the true story bout this dog and his owner.. his owner driving a car.. then doggie inside. then got car accident. then owner died.. then dog sent to SPCA. then a week later SPCA found de dog missing.. went to find it. and found it at the side of the road.. waiting for his owner to come back someday. then wenyan cried. she was touched lorz. and i was like. SORRY =X I DIDNT MEAN IT !! .. okiez. i 'm chao ji bad lorz. haha =X .. but touching rite? lolz.

nicholas told me if i was going with my aunt to usa.. he could come too =D great =D now to convince my mom to let me go -.- lolz =X if i can go then nicholas can come with me =D then this will be a " 8 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP CELEBRATIONAL TRIP " lolz =X omgg. haha =D excited !! hope my mom lets me go =D so that i can bring nicholas over too .. what can i say? DE LA SALLE KIDS ROX !

yess. siying's birthday coming le !! =D see siying *i know you'r reading this* i REMEMBERED ! ya.. and my sister so nice. make for me a magnet with my initial on it =D

`thanks ::
- those encourage me de. fer O levelz try outz. yepzz. sorri i think i have disappointed u all..
- wenyan and salina. fer that wonderful chat in macdonalds !
- wenyan fer letting me walk her dog. for the last time. haiz.
- mr lim for teaching us bout intervals that part when i was in erm. sec 1 =D . at LEAST i will have got SOMETHING rite in the paper. argh.
- nuanqin for sending me back all de photos =D
- my sister for making me magnet =D

// stuff it lar. i dont like him ok.

// you'r SOOO gonna tell her rite. .. gosh. lolz

// wenyan =D look on the bright side of life bahz =D

// the winner takes it all. the loser loses it all. again.

btw. i'm not too disappointed at myself. coz. i know .. that i must look on the bright side of life.. coz . even if i cannot get into this course. God will give me something EVEN BETTER than this.. yepzz. trust God =D now listening to Pasadena. coz it cheers me up =D ..

lost in [[fairytale]]-land
8:31:00 PM

Friday, August 13, 2004

eeekz. friday de 13th. ppl say its an unlucky dae. i say. NO WAY ! =D

home econz. omg. chiong through my sewing lorz. still havent finish. lucky teacher allow us tomolo pass up =D .. argh. de other group.. making PIZZA !!! omg. i'm so jealousssss. michelle and nuan qin and priscilla let me have some of theirs lorz. omg. SO NICE. lolz. but like. a bit. chao ta. ok BUT ITS STILL NICE * in case they come after me *

si art teacher nv come then i brought all my art papers for nothing. hmph.

went long john with wenyan janice michelle and lewis. yeppz. janice walk walk round lot 1 first lorz. then . like. me and michelle and wenyan. ate . SLOWLY. haha =X lewis dere dai dai one. then i was like. making a joke out of myself =X lolz window seat mahz.. then i like. kept slapping my hand onto the window to attract ppl's attention =X michelle laff like siaoz lorz =X haha =X . hmm. then went unity sec with janice and wenyan. to wei our school de netballers da qi ! =D yay !! go go !! =X haha but stayed a while then go le lorz. at home. so sianzzzzz.

ahh. practice my instruments today. omggg. =D think i'm improving !!! =D *happy* yeppz.

want my life ahz. 4 more dayz to common test. and yet i dont feel like studying. omgg. lolz .. EEK. tomolo is THE DAY. the day when i audition le... omg =X realli hope to get in =X but if cannot get in.. then nevermind.. becoz i have tried my best already =D lolz

`thanks::
- those who ate with me today at lunch in LJS. fun rite? haha =X
- all those tell me to jia youz fer tomolo de. i will TRY MY VERY BEST =D

//si charles. tomolo got sec 2 sectionals anottttt.

//ahh. JIA YOU netballers !!

//dont lose touch with your instruments plz !! every rgtband member who is reading this

lost in [[fairytale]]-land
8:57:00 PM

Thursday, August 12, 2004

ahh. wonderful day =D went out so much today.. hehe =X good newz. I PASSED MY MATH TEST. omgggg. omgggg. no one believed me =D o crapp. crapp. i passed !!!

yehh. today music class. was in the music room. yepz. had something like theory thingy.. realli funnie coz everyone was like asking each other " who composed Ode To Joy ' lolz =X then ms tay gave me this letter from moe thingy. yepz. i dont have to take a practical test. oni theory. OMG. my theory SUX. big time. wahh. lolz. ahhh. ting xie. oni knew how to write 2 words out of the many many others. hehe =X

english class. omggg. mr seow. was like going through answers with us. straight 2 periods. i slept though the WHOLE THING. cannot take it. Art lesson. WOOHOO. i completed my craft =D . yay yay. ahh. felt so bad. and guilty too. coz was my hands full of smurged ink. then my shoelaces came off lorz. then i was like. die . how to tie. then nearest person to me.. Edmund lorz. ahh. he so nice he like bend down help me tie shoelace. and i was like. AHHH. xie xie edmund. then de other boyz. they all were like. WAH LAOZ. edmund u become rebecca's servant ahh. sorri edmund =X lolz. then. erm. was like trying to whack de blardy spoon on my craft. and i was like. not enough strengh mahz.. so was like. de outcome of craft at first not very nice.. then was like. eugene nothing to do mahz. then he say he help me lorz. ahhh. outcome of craft. now. MUCH NICER. xie xie eugene =D

yehh. after school went to wenyan's house. elisha they all doing project. i so extra over there. not their group one. lolz. soooo. i WALKED DE DOGGIE !!! =D yepz. me and elaine brought de doggie down fer a LONG walk. yepz. LONG. past kranji secondary.. into limbang.. into the park.. out of the park.. back. long sia. ppl were like. what a cute doggie =D .. hehe =X yepz. saw 2 bunny rabbits. thot abandoned onez. wanted to bring home. then saw the owners. lolz =X paiseh =X . then was like . me and elaine. we thot de dog like. cannot do tricks one lorz. then for fun. elaine said SIT. and de doggie REALLY sit. omg =X shock sia. haha =X

at nite. went nite market with elisha and elaine. yepz. bought twice bird nest concentration wateva thingy. drink and drink. hehe. yepz. and this Kebab thingy. shared among ourselves. o crapp. de oil was like leaking out of the de other side. DISGUSTING. haha =X yepz. went elaine's house [which was realli near] fer cheese cake. =D

yesss. today i taught elisha chinese. first chinese word. was . PINGUO. lolz. tomolo shall be XI GUA. =X fruits mahz. haha =X

`thanks::
- Edmund fer tying my shoelaces =D
- Eugene fer helping me with my craft.. if not confirm look very ugly now lolz
- Wenyan fer allowing me to walk her dog out
- Elaine fer pei-ing me to walk de dog =D
- Elisha fer listening to me =D
- !! AFIQAH fer being SOOO damn farnie today. laugh like siaoz. =X
- michelle nuan qin zeting fer crapping so much until siaoz in CME lolz .. our group rox =D haha

// omg -.- then good luck tomolo bahz.

// noooo. cannot one.

// nahh. u wont know.

// get well soon nuan qin =X WOOHOO =X

lost in [[fairytale]]-land
10:32:00 PM

o freak lor. now its like wat. 1:47 am . and i still cant sleep. cant study oso. coz nothing can get into my headdd now. wahh. rebecca drank too much root beer today le =X haha =X okiez.

juz now blog hopping . hop hop hop. hop hop hop. hop hop hop. ahhh. ok after much hopping, came to a conclusion . that anderson ppl are very nice =D and nice nice nice =D omg its like birthday that time.. so cute lorz everyone de blog.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY this or that.. chao ji cute lorz. chao ji happening oso lolz. hmm. okiez. then erm.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE !! weeeeeEEEee. i mean erm. yesterday. -.- sorri. still in the . erm. 10 pm mood . when its . like almost 2 now. lolz. then there was this gal's named yuzhen i think.. yupz. was her birthday then her frenz like .. hooked her up and made her collect some bball.. then to receive a present from someone.. which i presume is her *ahem* . paul rite? i dunno -.- gillian or grace -.- correct me. KUAI DIANNN. lolz. heard it was piglet =X nvm -.- pooh is better lolz =X .. hmm. so cute de ppl they all . haha =X hmm. i cant juz stay here anymore le. too sianz. no one to talk to le. haha. okiez. no choice =X byez .. after school today blog again =D *flys to her bed* -not to sleep la- *to read storybook =D *

lost in [[fairytale]]-land
1:48:00 AM

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

.. ahhh. NEOPRINT. from left the right. top first. bottem later. SITI , SALINA, ME , PEARLY , WEN YAN !

lost in [[fairytale]]-land
11:10:00 PM

ahh. mango pudding roxx. yepzz. had a stomachache juz now. and then. ate mango pudding. and. WAHAH. its gone =D .. i shall think bout MANGO whenever i have stomachache next time lolz

hmph. today PE.. couldnt play. arm was like. hurting so much =X then salina sitting beside me sometimes hit me by accident. i was like *SCREAMS* =X lolz .
TIAN AHHH. today MATHS. i DID my maths homework in my notebook well and neat FOR ONCE. and I FORGET TO BRING =( sobz. lolz
Assembly rox . though. i thot de skit was kinda -.- erm. biassssssed. yepz. =X shall not elaborate.

haizz. today HE and SHE fought . [ shall use HE and SHE to protect names =X ] ... wahh. in class. i was like. sitting down guai guai. then heard a shout. looked up saw HE and SHE scolding each other bad words. and REALLI bad. i mean fer HIM . understandable.. he scolds a lot of it. but fer SHE. o crapp. -.- unbelivable lorz =X i was like . stare. in fact the whole class. DAI DAI. lucky hairul was there to push them apart. but . haiz. they ARBISH each other. HE hit HER. SHE slapped HIM. and it was a few times. REALLI TIGHT one. omg =X it must hurt =X but he was like calling HER mom names and wateva and DUHH. it will of coz hurt her feelingz. haiz. class 2-6 ahhhhh. =( next year spliting class le still wan liddat =( nvmmm . hope they make up again tomolo =D

yuppz. today toked with salina bout some. erm. guy stuff. she was like so nice listening to me =D .. yupzz.thank goodness she understands me =D and she's like . explain explain explain. and i say . and then she say. then now . i'm like =D ahhh. i noe le =D lolz .. THX SALINA yeppz. she says if i make it into the class.. i get a chocolate bar from her =D WOOHOO.

today. violin class. i could have DIED. 1 hour is a torture with THIS teacher. sheez. feel like switching him back to my previous teacher . chromatic scales roxx . hehe =X arpegioz. ARGH. i HATE those fingerings. he's like . " REBECCA! tell me the notes !! is there a pattern?? " -.- kaozz. lolz. hmm. then today . went through a bit exam pieces. yepzz . de damn high pitch one. i was like. press. and he's like. NO NO. HIGHER. -.- omggg. ears going to split liaoz. yehh =D i learned 2nd position fingerings today.it rox. think teacher a bit pissed off with me for playing A instead of A# throughout the WHOLE piece =X hehe =X

hmm. arev asked me wanna go back de la salle this year teachers' day anot. i was like. haiz. go there fer what. the principal . vice principal. teachers . change liaoz. -.- and he was like. .... haha =X

yepz. at nite . went to nite market wif sister, hayati and dy. yeppz. we SIAOZ le lorz =X keep making fun of HHH . [not WWF one =X] . yupz . remember horz. TRIPLE H. we damn dirty lorz =X lolz. =X i so bad sia keep laughing lolz =X .. yeppz. and oso my first time riding a bicycle with my sister on it. dangerous sia. i was like screaming every moment HOLD ME TIGHT HOLD ME TIGHT. then this regent sec 4 or 5 boi. saw me. and he was like. 0.0 siaoz. =X hehe =X

yeppz. took neoprint with pearly wenyan salina siti =D roxx. then saw de lost gal de actress dat photo. OMG. freak.. =X nvm if u dont understand lolz

`thanks::
- salina AND wenyan AND siti for listening to me
- the. S.A.R.E gang for cheering each other up today. [ S.A.R.E --> Siti Afiqah Rebecca Elaine ] .. yeppz. remember de S.A.R.E cheer =D
- siti for going with me to LOT 1 =D
- those take with me neoprint de. VERY NICE WORX. haha =X

hmm. bye bye le. hehe =X

// nuan qin !! hope u get well soon !!

// haiz. u ahz. so poor thing.

// good luck in yer geog test tomolo bahz .. have faith

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10:23:00 PM

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

ahh. tomolo school again le. sianzz. hmph. tian arh. maths tomolo straight away. i HATE maths lorz. =X hehe =X okiez. erm those who have been to my private blog b4.. erm. i have taken it away coz i dont think i realli needed it =D but realli thankz to u all fer reading =D hehe =X lolz..

omg. today. is like. damn sianz. lazy to do homework.. shall do later at. 9 pm perhaps . too sianz to do ANYTHING. -.- omg. feel so stiff. and bored . yehh. omg. dunno what to blog le lorz. oni one word. SIANZ.

`thanks::
charles for organizing.. sec 2 'oni' band practice =D this saturday
wm fer sending me ABBA GOLD and those. other. 'crappy onez' -.-
yuting fer sending me september and concerto

OMG . one last time. SIANZ

lost in [[fairytale]]-land
7:41:00 PM

omgggg. computer finally reformated liaoz. INTERNET . I MISS UUUUUU =x i cant survive without internet =X lolz.. okiez. spent my day. STARING into de com screen. mom was like. " OEI. why u not playing . fever ahz " -.- seeee. i got habit liaoz. =X haiz.

played ALL instruments. OMG. wat to do ? so bored rite. last nite played violin at 12:05 am. =X kaoz. mom came out of her room. long lecture . =X hehe =X making it a point to practice every day le.

auditions this sat. =X eee. havent realli gotten hold of ANY songz yet. =X okiez. but since afiqah encouraging me so much =X sooo . MUST. try. even if i fail.. = D .. even if i failed horz.. =X AT LEAST I TRIED RITE =D .. yay. good luck to me. [wah . like impossible. 1000 students trying out for one class. -.- ] [ no no. must say. I MUST TRY. ]

wahhhh. my com. .. no pics =( . haiz. must upload again. lolz =X sianzzz.

my house de cordless phone horz. button 5 and 6. spoil liaoz. =X so i must like. use A LOT of strength juz to get ONE number out =X .. kaoz. dad ask me help him call his fren. omg. de number. start with " 6556 " . omg. yaaa. fingers. TOTALLY INJURED . *whines*

ahh. today. NATIONAL DAY AHZZZ. =X okiez. like 1 hour ago? =X okiez. got to say. parade . NOT BAD. but not as good as last year one.. but de other segments like de Goh Chok tong one =X .. OMG. i was like. sobbing. awww. admire him so much lorz =( its like he has done so much fer singapore.. now going to leave liaoz. TIAN AHHH. WHY LIDDAT. =( sobz. xie xie Goh Chok Tong. =(

singapore idol. ROX. =D . omg. de shanghai guy =( so poor thing .. but his voice oso quite nice.. =D lolz.. and de. lemon tree guy. OMG. laughed until i rolled onto the floor. me and sister has made it a point. to dance de exact same way he dances =X whenever we hear lemon tree =X hehe =X

MSN. I MISS U SO MUCH. . haiz. must go download again . -.- sianzz.

lost in [[fairytale]]-land
12:24:00 AM