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Sadeer's & Kingston's Bdays
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Saturday, September 18, 2004

band day. like. WOW. haha.

hm. mr lim wanted us to teach sec 1s de sizing command. ya. then my group like oni mi clement and jordan know mahz. then teach lor. lolz. i taught qi hui until *diaoo*. he so cute!! haha. then ordan "tested" de sec 1s. and they were terrified of him coz he was strict. yeh. but they all memorised it all in the end aniway. lolz.
omg. mr lim wanted to play english folk song 3RD MOVEMENT today. i was like. -ARGH- . haiz. all de high high notes. and mr lim went into 6/8 today. chao ji high notes. i'm hopeless. eek.
mr lim is forming another "smaller band". yeah. all the better players of the main band will play in it. fer some selected pieces fer opus. and de whole clarinet section except fer 2 newcomers and 1 sec one is not in it. wah. lolz. 6 of us. haha.
yepz. our school band or something. invited to perform at orchard road. yeh. and mr lim is sending out a sec 2 brass octet. [think spelled liddat] . haha. charles is the HEAD. lolz.
yeh. today rearranged de scores de parts with cuifen and siying. haha. then had chat with eugene and esther joining us. so farnie. haha. they rawk.
and mr lim said that maybe our band would be hosting a malaysian top band in december. haha. niceee. exciting man =D lolz. MAYBE oni. haha.

Regent Wind Symphony presents ' Opus Around The World ' on 30th december, 7:30pm at VCH. Ticket prices will be at $10 and $15 [circle seats].
who wan come =D haha. tell mi arhx.. =)

wanted to buy birthday presents after band. yeh. have a lot of presents to buy fer many ppl lolz. then realised my allowance was used up. have to wait till next monday. which is in 2 days time. argh. lolz.

// wonderful journey.

// yeah. we'll learn how to ^_^

// xg. haiz. again.

happi. my mom bought home a carton of eggs. 1 egg = 70cents. diao.
and i cant believe charles is counting down fer opus. haha.



lost in [[fairytale]]-land

11:19:00 PM


Friday, September 17, 2004

lalalala. so many class tests. haiz. lolz. and soon. 1st oct. CHINESE STREAMING PAPER. sick. haha.

today in class. i witness something which i think realli shows how close our class boyz r. they cried yeh. though the reason is . well. erm. sheez. haiz. i'm pretty upset too. how could this happen. haiz. my kor because of something then has to be transferred to another school and drop down a stream. on the spot. today recess. he was brought off by his mother. with all de books. bye edmund kor. haiz.

asmah is so nice. she told mi bout geog and hist and stuff. yeah. and i have decided to take hist next year lolz. =D THX ASMAH! and i'll haf to cut down on typing too much. or else. poor asmah will get a headache. aww.lolz

aiyaiyai. nowadays when de PC plays a song. and its English Folk Song Suite. den i die die will skip to de next song. the Eb clarinet de sound. like so piercing. then like "telling" me " you shud be playing like THAT " . haiz. lolz.

// haiz. dont wan see u leave. so sad.

// thx thx. history rox.

// thx fer the chocolate. realli. =)

// xg. again.

the fried egg sold at my school canteen de price went up by 20cents and its 25% de actual size. isnt that great?



lost in [[fairytale]]-land

10:54:00 PM


Thursday, September 16, 2004

ooo.
jia you.
to every sec 4 in singapore preparing fer either your prelims or n levels.
JIA YOU! =D


ok la. read onnn. haha.



lost in [[fairytale]]-land

8:26:00 PM



We can't foresee the turning of the tide
When problems beset us and tears are cried.

Sometimes life deals from the bottom of the deck
Filling us with worry and leaving us a wreck.

The enemy seeks to devour and destroy,
Using deceptions to eliminate our joy.

While walking through the valley, our heads hung low,
The mountain top seems so high, our footsteps slow.

How many times have we traveled this road
To battle the frustrations of troubles bestowed?

Yet when we come to our darkest hour
God demonstrates His infinite power.

It doesn't matter how bad things might seem,
He always comes through, our faith to redeem.

God will not fail us in our times of pain.
He'll never forsake us, by our side He'll remain.

So when we find ourselves at a total lossOr when the valley seems too wide to cross,Just remember you're in His love and care,Look over your shoulder, He's always there!




lost in [[fairytale]]-land

7:52:00 PM



haiz. another weird day. dont want to say all de weird things tt happened. too many liaoz. feeling so lost. and. i . XG.

watched Ping Qiong Gui Gong Zi at 2am last nite. or early this morning. and i'm going nuts bout Vic Zhou. coz when he smile den got these awesomely cute dimples. lolz. i can see why so many gals like him le. haha.

today english supposed to take out english workbook. i lost it last week mahz. then was like. feeling so . " i'm dead. i'm dead. " =X mr seow was in a foul mood today lor coz during chinese yiming's hp got confiscated by ms chai and it was reported to him. lolz. sooo. juz silently take out paper. haha. he nv catch mi fer 2 whole periods. think he know liaoz. oni he dont know what to say to mi. lolz.

in class sang a lot of westlife songs and smsed. haha. to zhenjun ama n siying. bud all so short de. lolz. sianz. then in class. sleep. the weather was realli nice mahz. [raining] haha. yeah. then woke up. had a long crapping session bout "who do u like" and "who do u hate" and many more lor. yeah. those gals' stuff. haha. and i told jasmine a BIG secret. haha. hope she doesnt say out. lolz.

one of my dear RP partners has been asked to be a guy's stead. haha. and the guy says he will go on his knees if he has to. LOLZ. i dont believe he will dare to. coz i know him. esp when he's sitting near mi. *HINT!*but maybe he will la. for the sake of. LOVEEEEE. but sheez. u all dont know which RP partner anyway. haha.

piano lessons today. looked through teacher's orchestra instruments book. they call the Eb clarinet " Piccolo Clarinet in Mi flat " ['mi' is 'E' lolz] HOW ADORABLE! =D

// yeh. she changed a lot bahz. haiz.

// xg.

i'm going crazyy . chemistry is hell.



lost in [[fairytale]]-land

7:51:00 PM


Wednesday, September 15, 2004

my head is about to go *KABOOM*. and i feel like vomitting and oso feel like something's controlling mi. SOMETHING. i dunno. maybe i have brain cancer . haiz. something is so wrong.

o yeah. lotsa weirds things today. -->
1) on ma way home from school a black cat appeared out of no where. stared at me. and it was like. stoned lor. nv even move an inch. yeh. i walk walk walk and turn . and look. it was gone.
2) was taking train back from boon lay. shud be 3 stops to jurong east. somehow i landed up in clementi. and i realli dunno how.
3) i dropped my violin case with the violin inside on the bus when i saw this rude looking youngster talking loudly on the phone. wth. i have NEVER dropped it b4. so malu infront of so many ppl.
4) today 3 cripples walked pass me and all gave mi long stares. and i can almost swear [but i'm not allowed to] that i didnt even look at them.
5) ok. a lot of ppl stared at mi when they walked pass me. i dunno. why. there's nothing on my face .
6) i have ppl sending mi single question sms-es and i reply them and i dont get any reply. scary.

7) mood swings. getting worse.

actually still got a lot. i dont feel like going much into details le. haiz.

yepz. on my way to violin lessons. met nicholas and edmund kor on the bus. nick is getting so immature le. he was like malu-ing mi on the bus by pulling funni faces at mi . and i wasnt doing anything. aiyah. >.<>
aiyoh. tomolo math test. i'm gonna flunk it. haha. i nid a tutor liaoz. our class all of a sudden so smart de. not as in math-wise. but as in. everyone knows that ms chin oni makes us copy. and she does not teach. so everyone went to get their own tution teachers one by one. haiz. i cant take tuition de. i will die in front of the teacher. lolz. haiz. nvm bahz. ask frenz teach. lolz. today zeting taught mi de angle thing which ms chin oni made us copy and nv teach. yar. xie xie ze ting ^_^

went to jurong point meet bev . then we chat. yar. bout somethings. lolz. she said she will come to the band concert. and bring her "family" . haha. u rawk. lolz. yepz. on the way back. i met zhenjun. said hi. lolz. he looks so much happier than ytd. and bev kept asking mi who he is . i nv reply and she assumed he was my bf. diaoz. lolz. so tell her lor. my school cum band senior. haha. she nothing to say le. lolz.

violin teacher says . i nid to get a new violin. mine dont have enuff quality -.-" lolz. yeh. and teacher's one is $2000. lolz so ex. he told mi buy better quality de den performance can play much better. lolz. okiez. haha. interesting. now i'm gonna have 4 violins at home. lolz.

o yes. ppl. sorri but. ama told mi today. the band teachers CHANGED DE DATE AGAIN. yehh. its gonna be on 30th. CONFIRM. haha. if not i'm gonna strangle her. lolz.

// hmm. u must be calm. and strong. k. lolz.

// erm. yeh. i did =D

// disappointed bahz. lolz.

// sorriii. haha. change date le ^_^

back hurts again. aiyoh. lolz.



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9:24:00 PM


Tuesday, September 14, 2004

aiyoooh. another headache. pain.

blehh. today had the voting thing fer the new school uniform. haha. i voted fer the one with splits at the side. haha. though i like no. 3 too. lolz. janice and afiqah and some others put original de. dunno why. haha.
yeh. had 5 free periods. 3 of them which teacher nv ever came lor. haha. sian diaozz. yehh. but i spent it realli wisely. told jasmine and nuan qin bout God and stuff. hehe. =D
at 9:45am. khairul smsed me all de way from bedok north. haha. and wahh. i had the time of my life smsing him. lolz. wahh. he pro lor. i reply him msg. then . in like 5 seconds time. he replys. so yeah. in 5 minutes time i had already sent out 15 msgs. is that pro or wat. haha. aww. poor khairul had gastric pain. lolz. and i told him to eat more during recess fer today. haha. must take care k?? ^_^

for band. today. wahh. sean and ruyu came. thot sean quitting band de coz of his heart prob. wah. so loyal to band worx. haha. still forcing himself. yepz. then now he cant play tuba le mahz. so transferred to double bass. and he looks so happi. lolz. ruyu juz came back after 1 week MC sia. lolz. and she's such a wonderful sec 1 flautist. learn so fast de lor. haha. then had sectionals the whole day. lolz. went through legend of yao, abba gold and marche slave. i'm seriously going to die in marche slave. lolz. and i'm having a major prob. my middle notes will juz go up to the high octave by itself. aiyahh. >.<>yepz. i was like. teaching de bass clarinets. then siying teaching Bb clarinets mahz. yehh. found out that amy and jennifer realli can play de. lolz. =D then teach till they realli understood. haha. so happi fer them. lolz =D
then had 50 pumpings. still owe library 35. lolz. siying still owes the library 100. aiyah. >.<>.<>
my mother is making me drink a lot of vitamin C drinks. ok. something's wrong. haha.

and my dearest gillian has juz sent me a drawing. i looked at it. and i saw. . . . . omg -.- lolz =X wahh. u all think too far le bahz. lolz. >.<>
// must take care worx. haha.

// no la. no such thing. haha.

// hmm. yeh. why nv?

aiyahahahahahaha. dont wan to go school leh. haha. too lazy le. =X lolz



lost in [[fairytale]]-land

9:27:00 PM


Monday, September 13, 2004

o. headaches sux. lolz.

yehh. and my mood swings are starting again today. argh. sickening.
and my backpain. gosh. its . like. starting again. haiz. argh. pain. o plz. sympathize with mi. LOLZ =X dont.

went to school with jocelyn.
and found out time table got changed. sian diaoooz lor. art was like today lor. yehh. lolz. i got to do my printing in art. hey. think i did quite a great job ^_^ yehh. and was suppose to print out wenyan's piece. but . didnt turned out realli nice. i'm realli sorri worx wenyan =X
andd. mr seow has arranged all the tables and chairs. now i sit beside jasmine. and i'm pretty sure she's going to crazi soon after i did all sorts of stupid things at her [e.g poking her tummy all of a sudden] lolz =X haha ~
blehh. have loadddds of homework dued fer ms chin. eek. and i dunno how to do so many lor. haha. o well. good luck to mi. lolz.
literature walkabout test. maths test. science test. all this week . how sianz. >.< o well. cant be compared to sec 4s though.
and my english workbook is . LOST. totally. argh. gonna get SO screwed up by mr seow. lolz. go figure to me. lolz.
wonderful. i have 2 projects due this week. blehh. haha.

went fer meeting. yeh. with cindy grace and wenyan. met jalene. said hi. and some other ex DLSS ppl. haha. very cheerful today. lolz. yeh. saw band members.. then catherine asked mi something. i was like. WTF ! obviously . that pain [not cat ah] doesnt know how to tell my voice from yoke lian's. how sick is that. >.<

and btw. when michelle told me NaiMa [those who know. Shhh.] is her stead le. i was like >>*fell of my chair* << . LOLZ =X OMG. very pei de couple. lolz. nothing to say. its juz. WOW =D haha. i have a united family man. haha.

back from resting. after james daddy made me rest coz of the stupid splitting headache. sobz. where's my gracey mummyyyy. =( hmph. lolz. went down to get some stationery stuff. and chat with beverley on the phone like siaoz again. yeh. we talked bout joshua wong ! lolz =X yeh. i knew she was in the same church as joshua. but. GEOVENN? HAHA =X omg. cannot take it le. kept laughing. and i told her what i saw. and she laff till siao. haha =X yepz. gonna meet up with bev again this wed le. lolz. =X lalala~ feel so much better after resting. lolz. // tired. haha.

// lolz. you'r forgiven. i didnt find u either mahz =X haha

o yeh. band tomorrow. pretti excited. yeh. prettiii. since i dun know what we'r gonna do tomorrow. lolz.



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8:40:00 PM


Sunday, September 12, 2004

i.miss.my.bed.and.computer.and.handphone

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAJAR!!!

ahhh. omg. yes. came home from band camp last nite, bathe and fell asleep straight at 7pm. omgggg. i m so glad now juz placing my feet up resting on another table now. lolz. this 2 days in camp has been a longgggggg one. haha. yepz. VERY long updates. so read and read. k?? *looks at asmah* haha =X my longest post EVER.

Day 1 :
reached school, realised that i was wearing my school shoes instead of track shoes. sheez. wanted to wear track shoes sia. lolz. then zhenjun n aaron told me that me and Jordan were day I/Cs fer today [and tomorrow]. TIAN ARHHH. *faints* haiz. lolz. first task was to check bag lor. yepz. so check check check. then all went up to put bags and stuff. then seniors had to warm up and get ready fer our band test . yepz. we were rushing ppl to hurry. lolz =X then. me jordan n Exco members were each given a walkie talkie. haha. so cute de. aaron and ama and i took sec 1 down for drills lor. i was juz lookin through my stuff fer the band test. yepz. then ama ask me to try teach some ppl drills -.-" i was like. ermm. yeh. then michelle ask me to go up prepare fer test mahz. so i didnt teach drills. haha. yeh. went up. then practiced with the other sec 2s. hmm. lolz. taught a bit to some sec 2s de melodic minor. and they understood =D then. MR LIM CAME. omg everyone panic lor. yepz. quickly memorised 2 etudes =x LOLZ. then finally my turn. went in. and mr lim was like. " F# melodic minor scale " i took 5 minutes juz standing there thinking. too nervous. mr lim : " did u practised? " ... " yes ".... and then i FINALLY played de scale. and . i got it wrong. wah lao. i taught ppl then i myself forgot. haha. then screwed up more scales and arpegios >.< then etudes. mr lim asked fer etude 19. OMG. THATS THE ONE I MEMORISED. wahh. so lucky =D haha. yeh. but i kinda stopped in the middle a while. then continued. haha. yepz. got one woman sitting beside mr lim. dunno who she is. but kept staring at me. haha. then mr lim wanted me to sing a tune. ya. wahh. so long >.< lolz. first few bars could sing. de rest. dunno le. haha. =X then no more le. =D yeh. then others went in one by one. yeah then some ppl asked fer etude 19. yeh. mr lim angry and he was like " why so many ppl want etude 19? " . yeh. then jordan went in and said " frankly speaking mr lim , i didnt memorise any scales or arpegios but i only memorised 21. " wah lao. so daring one. then ya ppl all sad mahz. i oso sad but cannot show mahz. coz if i/c show then will affect how she/he commands de band later. then i saw my results. ya. i got a 2.9/5 . aiyoh. so lousy. haiz. then my comments were like " disappointing attempt " or something. haiz. mr lim is disappointed. yahh. haiz.
then day went by so slowly. jordan did most of the stuff lor. coz was like he said he wanted to do most of it . de drills yeh he do. giving instructions i give lor. or sometimes he give coz he wants to give. -.- lolz. yeh. tts the way jordan is . cannot blame him bahz. lolz. then at 2:55 pm. yes. i remembered. all of sudden i cry >.< aiyah. so paiseh. then like. hmm. excos they all like. dont cry dont cry. yeh. then yaqing brought mi down lor. then i like talk a bit to yaqing =X then yepz. i shouldnt be crying. yeh. aaron told mi then that every i/c or exco member will have his/her pressure in doing duties and that its very normal. yepz. xie xie aaron. i know le =) sorri worx. felt so much better. then yeh. went back to doing my duties feeling so muchhhh better again. lolz. then combine. forgot to tell ppl to bring pencil. then mr lim angry >.< haiz. then games time. lolz. yepz. everyone was blind folded mahz. then i led my group around the school. yeh. then zhenjun was like suppose to pour flour on those being blindfolded. then he saw me leading them. then he pour on me. >.< wahhh. a lot lor. lolz. then water. esther yaqing they all pouring mahz. then. ahh. then ama or someone poured one whole bottle down my back. lolz. esther in front of me kana lolz. haha. then i lead my group into de galz toliet. then . zhenjun spray water on them =X yehh. my whole group so "mad" at zhenjun. haha. so fun. lolz.
then night walk =D haha. ain brought a violin. and wanted me to play it -.-" omg. nv tell me earlier then i bring score mah. lolz. dunno wat to play. haha. then was like. de violin didnt have de support shoulder rest. so my shoulder bone hurt a lot. lolz. then. xinying and nathasha didnt play in de game coz they were scared so they helped me play de violin a bit. by pressing down de high notes. haha. yvonne and catherine were like blind folded . then they walked past me. then we purposely played very loud and high. haha. and they so scared. refused to move till audris pulled them away from door they were clinging to. lolz. then i followed them lor. had to change location mahz. yepz. borrowed zeting's score. thot of playing de marche slave or movement 2 folk suite. aiyah. 5 flats >.< lolz. then was like. dont play le. make up my own song. haha. yepz. then was like. i wanted to change location. go 2nd floor mahz. then its like. nat and xy wanted to follow me mahz. then on the way there. met helmi and anyu who juz got frightened by 2 "ghosts" [yaya and mic] . lolz. then they didnt want to move. lolz. then me and audris like. yeh. lead them a bit. lolz. till de corridor. all of a sudden got one ball roll out. 0.0 lolz. then walk walk walk yew chin jumped out scare them. WAH LAO. I WAS SO SCARED LOR. =X lolz. then yeh. they continued walking. i juz stayed with yewchin decided to make that my next station. haha. then next group came by. i played high notes again. they stopped coz dont dare move le. the ball rolled out. yew chin jumped out. they scream. haha =X same thing repeated a few times. till joseph came to us. and told us that police came le. residents complained mahz. lolz =X every year oso kana police de. lolz =X yeh. then must stop game lor. mengyi kana scratched by yiting till. aiyoh. 2 deep lines of blood. so . disgusting. wahh. yiting's nails realli too long le. haha. then blah blah. they went to sleep. then i got to bathe finally. haha . audris they all were going on inside de showers like " ahh. i feel so refreshed. " lolz =X. yepz. then had a meeting in the middle of the night. then finally could sleep le. lolz.

day 2:
woke up at 6am. went to change. then woke everyone up and told them to hurry up. had PT. then breakfast. aiyah. then we were told they wanted us to be I/Cs again today. >.< aiyohh. lolz. yepz. then the band warmed up. then bedok north came. lolz. =D so happi. yepz. wah. then their whole band sat opposite us. omg. their band is totally twice the size of our band. lolz =X yeah. then. we played our pieces. and they played theirs. then. the. ETUDE DUEL. yeh. mr lim told me to take down everything. fer the archive dept. lolz. yeh. so write write write. lolz. then. first up was yaya and esther challenged bn's de flutes. yepz. then kelly from bn came up. as a solo. yehh. then blah blah. then bn challenged us with a clarinet player. yeh. a guy named Victor. wah lao. so pro de. de dynamics very good. eileen said he has his own personal tutor. >.< omgg. lolz. then we had to return their challenge with yet another clarinet player. aiyah. then was like regent all said " rebecca" . aiyahh. so i like. yah. went up lor. so nervous. then. i think i rushed a lot. >.< so mr lim took off 2 points from mi >.< lolz. then i was like. huhh. but still mr lim took off 5 points from bn coz i played a higher etude. whew. at least i dont feel so bad le. yepz. then a lot lor. =) lolz. then blah blah blah. bettina from bn went up to challenge us and joseph went up. lolz. she so cute lor. haha. so fun. then last person . bn sent out weijie to challenge us. TIAN ARH. omg. weijie damn good clarinetist lor. >.< aiyahh. lolz. nvm. regent doesnt care bout winning =) so we juz sent out a duet. yepz =) haha. so nice. then. final results. bn won us by 5 points >.< lolz =X GOOD JOB BEDOK NORTH BAND!
then . was like. met some of them bn members. yepz. saw khairul from baritone sax. and he was like. " HI BECKY!! " yeh. lolz. then we kinda like bully each other. poke here and there and stuff. lolz. =X then saw jovin. she " hi rebecca!" and blah blah. yeh. rafidah and i started teasing her about. THAT GUY from SJI lorrrrr. haha. though its not true lar. lolz. juz for fun la =X lolz. then saw cherysarah from across mi sitting down. ahh!! jie! lolz =X i waved at her. yeh. could have gotten caught by mr lim leh. haha =X yepz. saw pauline =X and was like " paulineee. where's ur sister amy?? " haha =X bulli her. and met a lot of ppl. haha =X i waved at jiaxing blurly. haha. =X yepz. then. HAYATI APPEARED. yeh. out of no where. i was so surprised till i was like. blur diao. haha.
then i went up got some library stuff for the tutors who were mr lim frenz. yepz. got some flute and clarinet de. then went down . bn and regent sitting down in their section level. yeh. then i went to sit with clarinets. yepz. had to intro ourselves. yepz. then my turn. weijie was the "leader" and he was like " SKIP HER!! " lolz =X coz some bn de know mi le mahz then trying to be bad. lolz. but yeh. i still got intro la. then lunch. sat down lor. hm. had to say section cheer. lolz. clarinets were like north south east west. haha =X hm. the shuyi and another gal from bn sitting near me. then. was like. whateva i do shuyi keep laughing. she so cute lor. haha. then. erm. sectionalz. yepz. this tutor from china so pro de. lolz. =X taught us. yepz. then we all practiced bn's Dynamica. lolz. so cool de song. haha. then we were told to hold long notes like. 8 counts. every single note. like 4 times. omg. totally out of breathe after the whole thing which lasted fer 20 minutes ended. lolz. yepz. then went down to canteen fer games fer bn and regent combined. yeh. i was at one of the stationz mahz. lolz. then had to blindfold them and the "leader" has to lead them through obstacles. yeh. hazizi from bn took his whole group. lolz. =X then yeh. next group came. and sadly. bn had to leave le. haiz. didnt wan them to go lor. =( haiz. lolz. then continued games. next group. suhaila was leader. then. lolz. yewchin managed to blurly lead chares out of the group. coz charles like so confused with so many instructionz. yeh. then suhaila like .. AHH . WAT TO DO?? lolz. poor her must control so many ppl blindfolded. lolz. then in the end we made charles crash into de wall =X haha. susu was like sorri sorri charles. lolz. then next group. this managed to coax dororin. and she kana tortured. water here and there and crashing into this and that. lolz. jiahui was the leader and she oso like " ahh. aiyahh. " lolz =X so cute. hm. then blah blah end le lor. then this and that. then no more. then pack up . then WENT HOME. omg. i HAD to stop by the nearby shop for potato chipz. lolz. aileen all of them were like " rebecca mad le " coz i was like " OMG!! FREEDOM !!" and i went to hug everything. for example. the lampost near the school. haha. and i couldnt climb up any more steps. haha. too tired. yeh. went home. on computer fer like 10 minutes . off. check handphone. bathe and slept. blah. zzzzz.

today :
woke up late. felt so refreshed and happi. lolz. thot through some of the band camp stuff. yeh. this camp has taught mi how much the exco must actually do to control the band. haiz. poor exco. =) u all r realli great =) lolz =D .. hm. so tired. again. haha. mum bought de 'ping qiong gui gong zi' back. OMG. =D lurveee u. =D haha. yepz. watched straight away. haha. omggg. zai zai so shuai >.< haha =X the whole show so funny =D laff non stop de =X lolz.. whole show bout Tai Lang[zai zai - vic zhou from F4] and his family. so farnie. until nothing to say le =X haha
practiced my 2 clarinets today. yepz. used the warming up method which the china tutor taught us clarinets. wah. and plus alma's tounging training. wah . combined together. omg. =D i can play kinda better than b4. wahh. =D so happy! then went fer lessons. sianz.
i dont wanna go back to school tomorrow. and i havent done my math. how do i do math when teacher havent even teached mi that topic. stupid lar.

// wabbit. haha.

// good luck to daddy james, wm and jacky and others taking prelims tomorrow. hm. yeh. try ur very best bahz =)

o man. i'm thankful . i can stay up late tonite. haha.



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