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Saturday, July 24, 2004

okiez. today had band =D buttt it was raining -.- stupid rain -.- then my shoes were like wet wet wet lolz.. then was like falling in @ hall mahz.. then =X dunno why the exco started calling some ppl to fall out.. then my name kana mahz.. then -.- there was like.. bout 10 of us.. then zhengjun was like. ok. TAKE OFF YOUR SOCKS. ... blur diaoz. okkkkk. think we wore ankle socks too low =X [ok ankle socks ARE low] .. lolz.. then was like take off my socks. stinks =X coz the rain like went into my shoe =X .. then we had to wear our shoes without our socks =X omg =X lolz.. then had to do drills without socks =X was like. my shoes already 2 sizes bigger than my feet =X so frightened that my shoes will fly off my feet =X lolz.. so like.. those wearing shoes w/o socks.. their bangz =X not realli loud.. lolz.. i was like.. NO SOUND!! lolz.. paisehhh haha.. then was like splited into two squads again =X my squad de.. isH the no socks gang. -.- lolz.. then was like kept doing sizing command over and over again =x then kept laughing lolz =X .. then had combine .. lolz.. sight read more scores lolz.. =X then sectionals.. me and siying took turns teaching the new members how to play clarinet lolz.. then was like eileen tell me go get new mouthpiece fer the new member .. i was like *run to jordan* *gimme yamaha mouthpiece* *runs to eileen* **told wrong mouthpiece so run back* * runz back to jordan* * jordan insulting clarinet section say why we so mafan* *then mr lim summons me* *explains that buffet is BOO FEY. -.-* * runs back to jordan* * tells him its BOO FEY. no BUFF. FAT.* *jordan finally finds the mouthpiece .. * * OMG THANK U JORDAN. for once i appreciate u for being a QM lolz* * runz back. relieved its the correct one* lolz.. then was like. haha. then was like. practicing my clarinet part.. then -.- hmph. new goal. must stop must eb clarinet de A from getting flat.. its like the oboe solo if he doesnt come or something then i stand in. omg. i blow. SO FLAT. but found out if i smile then play that A.. it wouldnt go flat. -.-" .. ok. i cant SMILE every single time its A.. mr lim will think i'm nutz. lolz. must practice more on long notes le =X and Bb clarinet -.- eee. me lagging le. die die must practice more le. lolz.. then today band ended early so that we could go and watch the brass quintet at bedok north.. then was like met hajar fatin hayati and jocelyn at yew tee. then went cck . waha. met up with the otherz. then longggg ride lolz.. =X let the new members hear our Gelato lolz.. they liked it =D yay =D lolz.. then reach bedok north =X .. eileen cui us faster faster.. went in.. sarah looking fer me lolz. okiez =X sat with her.. then jovin and some other clarinets de said to me =X watched the concert and sms lolz.. then asked jovin whether she likes *ahem* .. she was like -.- WHO SAY DE!! *strangles me* and then lolz.. wait for them to fall out lorz =X haha.. then took photo with raf.. jovin.. A LOT OF PPL!! haha!! then eileen they all left le.. lolz.. missing out a lot of fun sia they. on the mrt.. me hajar jocelyn and *new member FORGET NAME =x SORRY!!!*.. we all.. were making fun of *ahem* [different ahem larz -.- different person but same band de] .. omg =X we all laff like siaoz !! haha !! stomachache lolz.. okiez =X reached home -.- tired -.- lolz.. gonna upload some picz here =X show u jovin and bn de ppl =X lolz.. haha. today got the newz. ZE TING [oboe!! oboe!!] CONDUCTING ON NATIONAL DAY!! EXCELLENT! wahah. got something to tease him bout le.

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8:34:00 PM

okk. cant sleep. so decided to talk about some thing =X

ok .. listening to Pasadena fer like the [HOW MANY TIMES??].. and We Hold These Truth [the one SJI performed]..

now =X thinking of somethingz .. like. our class =( all the fun ppl like arev jasper hairul shavin they all.. make our class laugh and others.. then now its like one by one leaving either for changing of schools or going overseas.. =( sad. 1 thing i dont understand is why ppl in singapore want to go overseas fer early studies or even migrate there.. i mean like. look at singapore. such a widely recognised country for its cleanlinest.. its harmonious living.. its EDUCATION. haiz. juz imagine.. in a few years time.. or so.. australia especially.. would be half flooded with asians.. esp singaporeans =X .. haizz. singapore ahzz.

next thing.. this year =X why so ppl hang up the national flag out of their window de ?? i asked my mom why.. and she was like erm.. then i asked if we had one flag or not.. and she was like -silence- go watch tv. greattt.

how come -.- 7/8 of my msn list de ppl.. all de msn nickz. almost all on love. ok eileen was rite.. a lot of ppl's nick abt love one.. afiqah elisha wenyan edmund and more =X .. and -.- most of them are kinda sad =X like 'the day i lost u is the day i let my heart died ' by *her* .. omg. i understood that msg coz i helped *her* to overcome a bit of it by telling her not to think so much abt him.. its like. even her blog. oso so sad one. juz becoz of *him* .. -.- *looks at my whole nick* wth lorz -.- Amparito Roca*//spanish yepz yepz .. -.- ok.. seems like the love bug has not bitten me.. but i think it will sooner or later -.- so many ppl kana le. lolz..

mr seow.. gave out the streaming booklets -.- looked at the booklet.. have the JCs and Polytechnic de thingz. like wat courses in poly n wat u do in JCs de.. realli cool =X but i havent even totally decided wat i wanna be yet.. guess i have to hurry up =D .. lolz.. its nv too early u know lolz.. those who are my closest frenz.. u will know what i wanna be when i grow up . i mean ALL the different things i wanna be if i dun succed on the first one .. lolz..

ok guess i better go sleep .. band tomorrow. =D realli looking forward to it .. byez

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12:38:00 AM

Thursday, July 22, 2004

ok.. today.. COOL DAY MANZ! lolz.. had music in the morning =X ms tay let us play with the keyboard thingy =D really cool =D evelyn was realli picking things up realli fast =D .. then was like today maths -.- sianzz. MT.. crap -.- recess -.- omg . today recess assembly i was smsing .. put the hp on my skirt lolz then all of a sudden got the head dm behind me shout ' GIVE ME THAT ' then i was like. DIE. itsme. then turn.. saw the dm scolding the guy sitting opposite me lolz =X hand over the food he was trying to sneak into class =X i think -.- lolz.. then was like in class.. edmund and i kept singing ' stupid mistake ' over and over again lolz .. siaoz de us then was like english.. 0.0 wahhh. mr seow say test ritez? -.- its bout writing an essay bout racial harmony =X lolz.. okiez larz quite nice to write lolz.. then CME .. -.- teacher nv come.. had the time of my life chatting with edmund and shavin bout aeroplane food =X lolz.. henwas like I & E... OMG ! lolz.. SO FUN!!! we were like.. the first game.. we had to go around finding 'business partners' and decide on how to split the money we all make.. like i 60% u 40% liddat =X.. wahhah! i ate up a lot of ppl's money fer this game =D lolz.. then 2nd game.. isH like our group must like sell some stocks.. and buy some more to stock up.. so me and nuan qin were the buyers.. so we all went around buying stockz liddat.. wah -.- stupid nicholas -.- bargain with me on prices like siaoz =X finally. 70 cents for 3 stocks -.- stupid rite -.- lolz.. then . siii jacky. sms me using wm's hp again telling me all about africa -.- .. omg -.- i think he seriously is in love with africa.. everything ' africa ' this and that.. -.- omg siaoz le -.- lolz.. then lunch then art mahz =X .. YAY! MDM FAZELAH NV COME! i was like.. YAY! running around the school like siaoz gal.. then was like after that =X suppose to go sectionals -.- then oni me and siying so we decided to cancel it =X.. then me wenyan and afiqah went shop =X buy food then went to CCK stadium.. got interschool track and field meet sia.. lolz.. singapore sports' school oso there =X .. then was like.. we watched lorz.. all the boyz racing.. coz galz finished le =X lolz.. then.. hm.. rgs qualified for semi finals lolz.. could hear them shouting lolz.. =D .. then after that =X went macdonalds mahz =X then we played 'Truth' .. lolz. keep telling the truth lorz.. lame ritez.. lolz. okiez came home -.- sianzz. watch tv . play com =X blehh. lolz.. then. found out. haiz. JASPER MIGHT BE CHANGING SCHOOL LE !!! .. omg. how many more ppl must leave our class .. haiz.

It can happen to..
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take my heart will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

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8:44:00 PM

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

eee. today wake up 0.0 raining so heavily.. like siaoz =X yuckz. i hate the rain =X .. lolz.. then was like .. went to school and ppl were like " hey why u nv come school yesterday " lolz.. then was like -.- during MT.. ze ting was like telling me bout how great clement was in playing the bassoon and how happy mr lim was ["I've always wanted a bassoon in the band.. blah blah blah"] .. then about we all clarinet section got new person -.- dunno whether he saying all these to suan me anot -.- .. lolz.. then today =X how come other schools half day de.. UNFAIRRRR lolz.. then was like after school -.- stay back fer nothing -.- .. hmm.. the 2/6 ppl playing together lolz.. STUPID BIAN TAI game lolz.. was like. scissors papers stone.. if boyz lose they zip down their pants by a bit.. if galz lose.. we unbutton one button from our blouse -.- wah laoz. pervertic lolz.. shavin was like " ok rebecca. i unbutton 4 buttons u unbutton 2 lorz. its fair.. " lolz.. but then like no one did anything lolz.. juz a stupid game lolz.. then started on a new slapping game =X .. the .. scissors paper stone =X losers kana slapped by winner -.- .. janice and nicholas play. WAH. nicholas face red after being slapped by janice countless times =X .. then siti. wah . went to slap eugene HARD! ouch.. can hear the sound like.. 1 km away? lolz.. then was like.. erm. cca time fer mrc members -.- and like 8 or 9 ppl from our class all mrc de -.-" sianz.. lolz.. then was like.. okiez i went to find amy aileen they all =X omg.. turned out something was wrong =X =X shadnt elaborate to protect privacy.. lolz.. then.. went home =X .. borrowed yvonne's streaming booklet thing -.- wah so chim . lolz.. then was like.. at home -.- play com.. then.. went fer violin =X omg today -.- we did scales and a new piece fer exam.. teacher was happier today =D.. coz i didnt accidently hit any semi tone note or wateva.. lolz.. but . same old thing. must tune sia -.- i mean he was like.. help me tune one string. the rest i do myself .. OMG HOW? -.- then lucky -.- remembered mr lim teach me de =X perfect fifth thing lolz.. its Twinkle Twinkle .. ok used that technique =X .. woohoo! all my other strings =D missed by a teensy weensy bit =D teacher was happy =D .. but still -.- he was like -.- must improve vibrato -.- i know i suck in it lolz.. okiez kinda happy.. buttt.. even happier when i received the news.. that my american relatives.. coming down to singapore to visit us!!! and to top that up i was invited to go back with them to america fer a week or so !! YES!! omg !! maybe i can go one of their junior high schools.. visit their band!!!!!!!!! OMG !!! EXCITED !! *hops around the room* yay yay!! lolz.. then went home all happy. then. the NEWS JUZ CAME . SHAVIN LEAVING SINGAPORE FER OVERSEAS STUDIES shavin i hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg -.- shavin is like one of the happiest guyz in our class lorz =X make our class so happi de.. now. leaving. omg. how many ppl left lorz -.- last week samantha juz left fer london.. my frenz' fren went to australia.. my church frenz went to USA.... our clas 2 boyz left fer international school de studies thingy.. now. another one leaving? . OMG. they dont call my class '2/6 the INTERNATIONAL CLASS' for NOTHING. haiz. haizzzzzzzzzzzzz. triangle -.- [ritez wenyan?]

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9:57:00 PM